Save Me

Chapter Thirty Four

"Justin.." My voice sounded like it wasn't even mine. It sounded so far away. I heard multiple people talking. I tried to breath but hardly succeeded. My chest felt tight. I opened my eyes slowly, but closed them fast. The light was to bright.

"Where's.. My... Where's.. My.. Justin.." I managed to say between ragged breaths. All I could think about was whether Justin was okay. Hell I don't even know what happened. All I do remember is seeing Justin's face. I opened my eyes slowly only to be welcomed by a bright white light. I closed them quickly, groaning. I felt warm hands on my cheeks. My eyes fluttered open slowly hoping it was Justin. But it wasn't.

"Austin?" I croaked.

"Hey." He breathed, stroking my hair. Okay I love Austin and all but seriously where is Justin and what the fuck happened? I sat up slowly and stared at Austin. He looked stressed. His hair was a little bit wild, puffy red eyes and rosy cheeks. "How do you feel?" He sniffed rubbing my hand. I looked down and saw I had a what seemed to be a broken leg. "Tired." I sighed, rubbing my pounding head. I was in a hospital room. Austin let out a laugh.

"Can you get me some water, Austin?" I asked clearing my throat. He nodded and walked out the room. Where's Justin? I grabbed my phone. I'll just call him. Hopefully he's okay.

A Voicemail.

I pressed 'listen' and put the phone to my ear. It was from Justin. Five hours ago. How long was I out?

"I made sure you were okay. I'm fine. Don't uh.. Worry about me. I've realized that this life that I brought you into in as brought so much danger to your life. If you were to die I don't know how I'd be able to live with myself. Know I'll always care about you. Okay? This will be the last time you'll hear my voice. Forget about me. It'll make it less painful. Be happy." Justin's voice nearly croaked throughout the whole entire voicemail. I was frozen. I can't process this right now. He can't be gone. He was my happiness. He's my everything. He filled the hole in my heart. I looked at my phone through my blurry, eyes. My shaky hands dialed his number and pressed the phone to my ear.

It was disconnected. My chest squeezed in pain as the phone fell out my hand. This can't be real. Austin walked back in. But I was to shock to even acknowledge his presences.

"What's wrong?" He asked grabbing my hand. I just stared at my lap.

My Justin.. He's no longer mine. He slipped out of my fingers. He left me alone. I feel like I'm alone in a dark room. My only source of light in this darkness went out. It's just gone.

"Where's Justin?" I asked but it was barely audible. Austin squeezed my hand and hugged me.

I started sobbing into his shoulder.

~Justin's P.O.V~

7 Hours Earlier

I watched as they struggled to revive Minnie. What was I thinking? Why did I bring her?! Why wasn't I even keeping my eyes on the rode?!

I ran my fingers through my hair, pulling it slightly. Please live.

"Sir, your head is bleeding." A nurse came up to me trying to pull me away from Minnie's side. "I have to stay with her." I spoke walking around the nurse. They continued with CPR until they finally got a pulse. I let out a sigh of relief. "You bastard!" A angry voice growled behind me. I turned and saw the last person is want to see.

Austin.

"You did that to her?! You fucking idiot!" He nearly yelled at me. Usually I would've busted his shit for yelling at me. But personally I deserved this. I deserved this for putting her life on the line. "I need you to do something." I said sticking my hands in my pockets. Austin rolled his eyes, crossing his arms across his chest.

"As if I would help you! You hurt her! You hurt my best friend! But knowing her she'll forgive you because she ducking adores everything about you. She fucking loves you!" Austin snapped. She loves me? Why'd he have to say that?! Now he's gonna make this harder. "I'm leaving. Without her. I need you to keep her safe. Love her. Cherish her. Cause I'm not coming back." I spoke every word making my heart ache with more pain. Austin's eyes widened with surprise.

"Why are you leaving?" He questioned, confused. I sighed.

"She'd be safer. That's all I can say." I swallowed the lump that was forming in my throat. "You're.. Telling me that when she wakes up. You're gonna be gone as if nothing happened?" Austin said running his fingers through his hair. I nodded. "You do realize this'll cause her more pain." He added on.

"She'll get over it." I muttered clearly pained by the whole situation.

Two hours passed and Minnie was finally in her room. I walked in and she was still asleep from the morphine. I walked up to her bed and let out a shaky breath.

"I'm only doing this because as much as I don't show it because I'm a fucking idiot when it comes to showing my real emotions and shit. Ugh.. Please be safe." I kissed her forehead and left out the room. "You hurt her and I'll kill you." I said with a hard voice. Austin nodded and walked into her room.

I opened my phone. And made sure I left her voicemail making sure she knows I'm serious about this.

I wiped my eyes quickly and walked out the hospital.

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Short update I know I'm sorry.

Now see, I update from my iPhone and seeing as Apple wants to be all fancy and shit by making their phones glass my shit fell and broke. So that's why I wasn't updating.

Yes I own a laptop but if I would've updated by laptop I would still be on the first paragraph because I don't like using a laptop!

Anywho! Sorry for the wait!

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