Save Me

Chapter Fourty One

I sat on the floor in my new room looking for bathing suits to pack., I sighed. God does it really matter what I'll wear? Either way Justin's probably gonna think I look hideous in it anyway. I'll be wearing shorts anyway. I don't want him to see my scars. I stared at the two bikinis in my hand. One was zebra print and the other was all pink. I crawled across the room to my other drawer pulling out all the swim wear I own, looking for something to wear.

Some of these still have tags on them. I threw them towards my suitcase. God this is so frustrating! I just need to calm down and rethink. I got up, walking towards the hallway. I saw Justin pulling his suitcase out. He had on khaki cargo shorts, a black tank top, low top purple converse, his hair in a perfect quiff, and a golden Rolex. Why does he always have to look like a fucking supermodel this shit isn't fair!

I padded across the hallway as fast as I could hoping Justin won't notice me. In literally not even ready. I'm still in sweats, and I have hair rollers in my hair. Just slip pass him and he won't notice me!

"You okay?" Justin asked. I froze. My back still facing him. I was halfway to the stairs. "Yeah.." I squeaked with embarrassment. I'm not turning around. I have hair rollers in my hair in front of my... Ugh! In front of the guy who I'm in love with! This sucks so badly. I felt Justin start poking my hair making my cheeks heat up. Is he serious?! I turned around to face him. His face was motionless. I know he wants to laugh. He crossed his arms across his chest.

"Don't you dare laugh! It's not funny! I'm frustrated and the last thing I need is you laughing at my hair!" I practically snapped at him. I'm as red as a tomato right now. This cannot be happening.

"Okay baby. I'm sorry. What's wrong?" Justin smiled, placing his hands on my hips pulling me close to him. My heart fluttered. I put my hands on his chest sighing. "Just frustrated about what I'm gonna wear. About what you'll think. I know I'm a joke." I muttered the last part.

"I think you look perfect in anything. You're beautiful no matter what. Hair rollers and all." I love the sound of Justin's voice and the way he spoke to me. He makes me feel like a princess. I look up at him smiling. He leaned down kissing me softly. I wrapped my arms around his neck pulling him closer to me. Justin slid his hands down my backside, grabbing my ass, giving it a squeeze. I moaned softly into his mouth. That must've drove him crazy, cause he turned around slamming me softly against the wall. I gasped, as he wrapped my legs around his waist. I pulled his hair, our tongues explored each others mouths. I felt Justin's erection hard against my womanhood and surprisingly it was turning me on. I moaned even louder as he pressed himself against me.

This is seriously driving me crazy. My whole entire body is tingling. Justin put his hand on my hip, leaving kisses down my neck. I ran my fingers through his hair panting slowly. I placed my head on his shoulder biting my lip.

"You're... Beautiful... In... Every... Way..." He said between every kiss. I moaned softly as he found my sweet spot sucking on it slowly.

"Justin! Are you seriously fucking another hoe before we go on vacation? Are you insane?!" A very famine voice snapped making me jump slightly. Justin sighed giving me a look as if he recognized the voice. I hopped down from Justin's waist looking down. Another one? What's that suppose to mean?

"Dest.. I'm back together with Minnie." Justin spoke slowly, I gave Dest a shy wave. Her eyes went wide as if she was surprised to see me. Justin's sister Dest, is beautiful. She has long light hazel hair, warm brown eyes, and the same skin colour as Justin. I pulled on my fingers lightly. So Justin was with a lot of girls while we weren't together? That kinda makes me upset.

"I'm just gonna go pack. Uh.. It was nice seeing you again Dest." I walked back to my room and closed the door. My heart felt like it was gonna burst. I could've done those things. I could've gone out with guys and forgot about Justin.