Save Me

Chapter Fifty

"What now?" I heard Justin growl from the other side of the bedroom door. I put on some grey sweats, and one of my sweaters. Closing my suitcase, I got up walking towards the door. I heard voices again.

"Why are you always so angry?" A voice asked with a soft giggle.. Selena. I opened the door, Justin looked back at me then back at Selena. She stood there with her big ego. She had two huge guards with black suits on, that stood on either side of her. Derek stood next to Justin, motionless.

"I wanna make a deal." Selena said as she sat down, Selena is a very beautiful girl yet she scares the living the shit out of me. She fixed her all black, mid thigh dress, and smirked at Justin. I love Justin with all my hear and she practically holds his life in her hands. I bit the inside of my cheek hiding behind Justin, listening closely to their conversation.

"We dock in London, in less then a week. When we do I want you to do a certain job for me. After you successfully completed the job, I'll leave you and your pet alone." Selena spoke, making me grit my teeth when she preferred to me as 'pet'. Oh I'll show her pet! After I bite her throat out. I shook off my aggressive, cannibalistic thoughts, and listened to Justin's reply. "How do I know this is not a trick?" He scoffed, reaching behind him grabbing my hand. My heart fluttered at his touch. I rubbed my thumb against his hand, wanting to cry.

"If it was a trick I would've killed you a long time ago. Trust me, you'll like this deal." I looked around Justin to see Selena stand up fixing her dress. Why does someone so pretty have to be so mean?

"Fine." Justin simply spoke making me look up at him with a raised eyebrow. What?

Selena smiled, then looked at me.

"Oh yeah, the pet stays behind when you do this deal." She pointed at me, giving a fake pout. God I wanna punch her. She makes my blood boil. I looked down at my bare feet, trying to distract myself. "No, I don't trust you." Justin's grip on my hand tightened. God, he needs to learn his own fucking strength cause he's gonna cut off my damn circulation one of these days.

"Fine. Harry will watch her." Selena sighed, but my eyes widened as I saw Harry walk through the door. Holy shit! This is the British douche who is a 'tutor' at my school. The fucking plot thickens! He works for the she devil! What's next? "Hello, love." Harry's British accent, rang.

"Fuck that! How's about I kill the both you!" Derek hissed, making me look up at him surprised. I've never seen Derek defend me. I never knew he actually cared about me this much. "Calm down, Derek." Justin whispered to his angry twin brother.

"No! Don't let this fucking bitch and tea sipping pansy step on you and your girl. I'll stay with Minnie." Derek huffed at Selena making her raise her eyebrow at him.

"Seems you two know each other. Harry will accompany you Derek gives me some reassurance she won't try anything. I'll text you the details, Justin. Till then enjoy your vacation." With that Selena left. I had a big knot in my stomach. The conversation just didn't sit right with me. Even though Justin and I's relationship isn't in the right place right know I still care about his life. I don't want him hurt. But why did she care if I interfered or not? This was all so weird. Justin turned towards me, he looked down at me, putting his hand on my cheek.

"I'm so sorry." He whispered.

But something inside me couldn't take it no more. In that instant, I pushed Justin's hand away, and my palm made contact with his face. I slapped him. I started breathing heavily as Justin rubbed his face looking down. I didn't care what his reaction was. All I know I was tired. Tired of lies. Just endless lies. Tired of being in the dark. Tired of everything. Justin looked up at me in disbelief.

"You know.. I'm just gonna go." Derek muttered leaving. I forgot he was there. But I could give less of a fuck.

"What was that for?" Justin asked, rubbing his cheek in pain. I pushed him away, going to the room, him following. "You.. Lie so fucking much. You got another girl pregnant. You expect me to stay behind with Harry?! Fuck that! I can't do this no more!" I yelled in frustration, sitting on the bed. I wasn't even crying I was just so mad. Justin sat by me sighing.

"I'm sorry." He mumbled.

I scoffed, scooting away from him. I got up, pacing back in forth. "Sorry isn't gonna cut it this time! I want the truth." I angrily spoke, crossing my arms. "Fine!" Justin gave up, sighing. I stood in front of him, with confidence.

"Speak. Start with how you know stuff about me. Talk about our history." I snapped, cutting to the chase. Justin sighed scratching the back of his head.

"I was your step brother. Your mom divorced your father, he disappeared. And she married my dad. I was 4, you and Dest were about a year old. Derek lived with my mom. It was great. I didn't really know my mom much when I was 4 so I didn't really care. They were married for 4 years. Never had any kids they just took care of us. When I was 8 and you were 5... God, you were the most annoying little thing I ever knew. You use to always pull my hair, I hated it. You'd always call me JuJu and I hated it as well. But I secretly loved it even more. You were my world, you still are world. Your mom was so lovely, she was so nice and caring. She loves you so much. One day she picked you and I up from school, Dest was with my dad she was sick. And we were fighting, we'd always fight. Your mom was trying trying to quiet us down but that wouldn't stop us. She took her eyes off the rode and boom.. Lights out. Your mom was in a coma for about a year. You wouldn't talk, hell you were so in shock you don't remember anything. Soon our parents got divorced and we were separated your mom woke up and went and got married to your son of bitch of a step dad. God, I hate that fucker. I always watched you from a far. You never actually left my mind. I left to live with Derek, Dest and my Mom, she died so Dest and I moved closer to you. I loved you ever since we were little." Justin explained, sadness in his eyes.

My knees got weak as I crumpled to the floor. I pulled on my hair, groaning. How come I don't remember? "How'd she die?" I whispered, still looking at the ground.

"You don't wanna know.." Justin got on his knees in front of me. I looked up at him, tears falling down my face. I sniffled, grabbing his wrist. "Tell me." My voice was hardly audible.

"Your Step Dad beat her to death.." He mumbled. I froze in place. No.. Anything but that. The worst possible way she could leave this earth. How could I not have noticed? They always said it was unknown causes. I feel so sick to my stomach right now. I started crying really hard. The hardest I've ever cried. Harder then when Justin left me. I feel so broken right now. I put my face in my hands crying even harder. Justin wrapped his arms around me, rubbing my back. "Shh.. Calm down, baby girl." Justin muttered in my ear. I breathed deeply in putting my head on his shoulder.

I sniffles closing my eyes, as Justin held me close to his chest. He picked me up off the floor placing me on the bed. I buried my face into the pillows as tears kept falling from my eyes.

"I wanna be alone for a little bit." I whispered to Justin as he covered me with the blanket.

"Okay, baby. Call me if you need me." He kissed my forehead leaving the room. I huddled deeper into the blankets as if I was creating some sort of protection. I sniffled, trying not to imagine my mom suffering. I finally stopped crying, I felt my eyes get heavy.

I cried myself to sleep, something I'm so use to doing.

**

Something didn't feel right when I woke up, it was to quiet. Where was Justin? I woke up to an empty suite. I got up, off the bed and slipped on my shoes. I walked out the suite to Derek's room. I opened the door, to find no one in there except for the bathroom light on. I rubbed my eyes, they still were a bit blurry and walked towards the bathroom. I opened it to see my boyfriend standing in front of the mirror. Before he could say anything I wrapped my arms around his neck, closing my eyes connecting my lips to his. I needed his comfort right now.

I sighed, pulling away. I opened my eyes, blinking letting my tired eyes adjust to the bathroom light.

When my vision was cleared I nearly choked on the life Jesus blessed me with.

It wasn't Justin I just kissed it was DEREK!