Save Me

Chapter Fourty Seven

I sat on the toilet seat, reading the messages. I completely know that this is an invasion of Justin's privacy, but at this point I don't completely trust him. And I know I should but, I just can't seem to bring myself into trusting him.

I read the messages quickly but thoroughly.

You should be worried. -Victoria

I am worried. Are you 100% sure? We haven't seen each other in months. I highly doubt I am. -Justin

Well... I honestly don't know. But promise me you'll step up if it is. -Victoria

Idek.. Tori I have personal things I have to handle. -Justin

I know Justin... But this baby needs a dad.. And you will step up. I don't give a fuck about any other bitch you have. -Victoria

I stared at the phone with watery eyes. This can't be happening. The messages ended there. But do I need anymore proof? I exited the messages an looked in the mirror at myself. Look at me, a stupid teenager in love. I wiped my eyes, letting out a shaky breath. I jumped at the sound of knocking on the door.

"Baby you ready?" Justin's voice came from the other side. I was angry. I wanted to rip his head off in all honesty. I looked in the mirror again, letting out a shaky breath. I wiped my face, tightening my ponytail. I know the right thing to do, would be to confront him right now instead of just snooping around in his phone and behind his back. But I need to look deeper into this. So I need to play it cool. I flushed the toilet, so Justin won't get suspicious, grabbed his phone and walked out the bathroom door.

Justin's stood there in red swim trunks, white tank top, and some low top converse. I handed his phone, "It was on the counter." I mumbled, going to my suitcase to find a towel and some tanning oil. "You okay?" He asked full behind me. I breathed in, nodding.

"I'm fine, baby." I turned around smiling at this asshole, that I love so much. I grabbed all my things packing them into a tote bag, slipping on my sandals. "If you're okay, then give me a kiss." Justin grabbed my hand smirking down at me. Kissing him was for the first time ever the last thing on my mind. I looked at his perfect plump, pink lips, I bit my cheek. I kissed him quickly. "What was that? That wasn't a kiss!" He laughed pulling me towards him. I sighed, wrapping my arms around his neck kissing him passionately. He wrapped his arms around my waist moaning into my mouth. I smiled, biting his lower lip. I hate myself for feeding into him. I hate myself for always falling under his spell.

"Aye! Ya nasties! Stop sucking each other's faces. Let's go!" I heard a familiar husky voice taunt us. I smiled looking over my shoulder. Derek stood there, in black swim trunks, shirtless, converse and a towel draped around his neck. "Derek I'm gonna kick your stupid ass into next week!" I laughed pulling away from Justin walking towards Derek. Derek smiled down at me. "Really ya midget." He laughed, lightly pushing me. I pushed him back smiling. Derek is the brother I've always wanted. He always makes me laugh. Even though it's still very weird he's Justin's identical twin brother.

"Let's go swimming." Justin chuckled grabbing my hand dragging out the suite. We walked down the hallway to the elevator, which might I add Justin had a titty attack in because he's scared shitless of elevators. Derek joked about it earning a punch in the arm from Justin. We walked out on the main dock of the ship towards the pool area. It was hot as hell outside, we are currently docked in California. I smiled about to walk towards Dest when Justin grabbed my arm.

"Maybe you shouldn't take off your shorts." He muttered, staring at all the men around the pool. I raised my eyebrow at him.

"How am I suppose to swim Justin?" I asked, playing with my towel.

"There's just a lot of guys out here. And... I just.. I'm a very jealous guy.." He trailed off,cutely looking down. I smiled at him, even though o still wanna punch Justin in the face, I love him a lot. "You think I put on a black bikini for all these guys? Last time I checked I only have one man to please and he standing right in front of me." I smiled, wrapping my arms around his torso. He smiled down at me, pecking my lips. "PDA IS GROSS!" We were interrupted for the second time today not by Derek but by my beautiful freckled faced, best friend Sam. I pulled away from Justin hugging her. She pulled away from the hug, smirking.

"Look at these jugs." She laughed, grabbing my breast in her hand. I blushed, a dark red slapping, her hands away. I looked over at Justin who was smiling, but also had lust in his eyes. Pervert! I blushed, walking away from the two perv's towards Dest. She laid down on her towel catching some sun. I placed my towel down next to hers, slipping off my shorts. In an instant Justin was beside me.

"What do you think?" I twirled around a bit, giving a full view. He bit his lip, staring up at me, from his seat on the towel. "I love it so much." He whispered, rubbing his hand up my thigh, squeezing my butt quickly. I squealed, sitting down beside him.

"Petition for you to walk around like that all the time when we get home." He giggled pulling my towards him. Justin's bronze hair shined so bright in the sun. His hazel eyes did as well, I played with his fingers. Soon I'll have to confront him, and probably face that he might have a child being brought into this world. And that made me upset, angry, jealous and heart broken. I'll just have to suppress my feelings until I figure out more details to this story. "Babe?" Justin's voice broke me from my thoughts. I squinted up at him, humming in response.

"Come here." He smirked. I crawled closer to him, he placed his hand on my cheek, pulling my face closer to his.

"I promise you I will never leave you again, you're very special to me, you come first. Okay?" He raised his eyebrow at me, smiling. I blushed at his sudden affectionate words. U nodded, completely speechless. He placed his soft lips on mine, I smiled feeling his hand lowering down my back towards my butt. I pulled away about to call him out when I was interrupted by the third freaking time today.

What's with the interruptions?!

"Excuse me? Mr. Bieber?" A waiter asked holding a note and a wine bottle Justin nodded.

"This is for you. Sent from a women." The waiter replied, handing Justin the bottle and the note. Leaving me curious and slightly jealous. "Um I don't know what this is." He opening the note. His eyes widened as he read it. I bit my lip, worried now.

"Justin..? What's wrong?" I asked, placing my hand on his shoulder. He passed me the note without another word. I opened it,

"Always one step ahead. Enjoy."

-S.G

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Late update. Sorry. I'll try and update faster.

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