Kian Lawley's Sister

Chapter 17

(Half Edited)

Recap:
   "I have something else to tell you.." I speak nervously and he looks at me before getting off of me. "What's up?" He asks taking a deep breath as if he was also nervous.

"I-I'm not actually a virgin.."
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Jc's Pov
  I looked at her in disbelief as the words left her mouth. The desire or lust for her quickly replaces with disbelief and anger. "Why the hell would you lie about something like that?!" I speak louder than I should have which caused her to flinch visibly.

"I.. I-I don't know, I just didn't want.." she stopped suddenly, tears forming in her eyes as she seemed to be into deep thought. "Bri," I said standing up from the bed and placing my hands on my head. "Why," I huff out beginning to pace. "Jc," she speaks calmly and softly as a tear slides down her cheek.

"Sabrina why!" I yell and she crossed her legs, looking up at me. "Stop," she says quietly and I huff out a breath. "Bri just-" I get out before she cuts me off and gets up. "BECAUSE JOSH TOOK IT WHEN I WAS FUCKING 15!! I WAS YOUNG AND HE FORCED ME TO JC! SO-.. Please just stop," She yells, only speaking calmly on the last of her words.

"What the hell do you mean?" I speak quieter with anger still laced in my voice. "I was 15.. He took me to his place and told me we would watch a movie then he would take me home after. Well... We watched the movie and he kept kissing me during it. I repeatedly told him to stop until I had enough and I slapped him.. That's when he went off, he grabbed my arm and forced his lips onto mine. Then he..." She stopped talking and a small sob came out of her mouth.

My feelings went from angered to raged. She didn't have to finish, but she continued. "He.. He raped me basically and I was helpless. I couldn't do anything to stop him, he was too strong.. That's why I am the way I am now. I wanted to become tough, just to prove that I'm not soft or naive enough to let that happen again. I wanted to be able to stand up to myself, I was afraid that if I broke up with him he'd hurt me, so I built up courage, built up strength and- I did it, " she sobbed and I went over hugging her tight, but she pushed me off. I hated seeing her cry, I want her to be happy and laugh with me, not be sad.

That bastard.. He will pay, he will get what's coming to him.

"I'm going to protect you," I tell her and she shakes her head. "I don't need your pity," she looks at me, tears freely falling down her face when she speaks, causing me to sigh. Her attention suddenly snaps towards the window and she gets up. "What's wrong?" I ask and she points then turns around to look at me.

"I swear I saw someone," she says and I furrow my eyebrows. "Maybe you just need some rest," I speak standing up and moving her towards the bed. "No Jc I saw someone," she says when I sit her down. "I'll call Kian and tell him where we are.. Of course not really, but somewhere that sounds believable," I say and she slowly nods her head, laying down. As I'm about to walk out of the room I hear her call my name.

"Hmm?" I hum and she frowns, looking at me. "Stay with me please," she says removing her eyes from my face, as if she's scared to see my reaction. "Of course," I say and close the door, making my way towards the bed. I quickly text Kian and put my phone on the nightstand, taking in the sight of her for a second. I lay down yawning and she smiles at me.