Alina's Past Lives.

Painful Memories.

After the lovey bath I had I dressed and I walked down the steps to find Damon in the living room and I made my presents known. "You know I called you the other day and Katherine picked up." I stated and Damon visibly tensed. "So it's true then. You and Katherine are both out to kill Klaus?" I asked snidely with a raised eyebrow. Damon stayed silence. "Your silence is deafening." I stated angry now. "You know I expected as much from Katherine, but not you." I said as I looked to him with hurt in my eyes. "Here's the thing, Klaus caused a threat to everyone so we looked for some help and came up empty handed." He lied. "That's the biggest load of bullshit I've ever heard! You practically announced to me and Klaus that you were looking for Mikeal." I prodded and Damon knew that he was stuck in his web of lies. "Damon I am begging you. Mikael can't be woken up." I pleaded and something twinged behind my eyes that I could tell Damon thought he'd never see in me. It was fear. "Please, Damon you can't open that tomb." I begged him as I took his hand practically begging at his feet. I saw guilt wash over him as he avoided looking me directly in my fearful eyes. "It's already been done." Damon stated gravely and my eyes widened. "Do you all have a death wish? If you wake up Mikael than every vampire will be on the run from him that means you, Stefan, Caroline. All of us!" I shouted. "Not if we just give him Klaus." Damon backfired and I shoved him hard. "You can't just give him over!" I snapped. "Watch me." Damon growled in my face and stalked past me but I wasn't finished with him yet. I jumped on his back and strangled his neck. "Not if I have anything to say about it!" I rasped and jerked at his neck hearing Damon's breathing become a little shallower. Damon dropped to his knees, making me think that I had the upper hand. Before I could stop him he threw his head back and head butting me. I held my head and groaned at the impact. Damon took this chance to throw me underneath him and pin me down. He was strong for a younger vampire but nowhere near as strong as I. "Listen up you little brat." He breathed in my face as his hand curled around my neck. "Klaus has come into this town and single handedly ruined everything. My brother is a human blood guzzler, Klaus is using Elena as a blood bag, and he's turned you against me!" Damon growled down at me and I scowled. "Not to mention he dumped you and Rebekah flat on your asses." He added still holding my attention. "I won't let you do it." I choked out while trying to claw his hand away tears filling my eyes. "Oh really? I hate to tell you but it's all of us who want him dead against you. You're outnumbered sweetheart." He smirked and I filled with anger and suddenly he was beneath my grip struggling for breath as I growled in his face trying to blink back the tears. "You have no idea what Mikeal has done to Klaus and I." I warned him as tears filled my eyes. The memory of Mikeal's sword piercing my unborn child played over in my mind and I let a tear slip from my eye onto Damon's cheek. As my emotions got the best of me I let go of Damon and backed off of him falling behind onto the hard wood floor and pulling my knees to my chest. Damon sat up as I tried to push away the dark memories. "I've never seen you scared of anything before." Damon said across from me. I closed my eyes to calm myself and all I could see were the faces of my dead children. "Did I ever tell you I had a child when I was human?" I asked him as I opened my eyes to look at him. "No, no you didn't." Damon said softly. "I had a son and he was beautiful." I told him as I recalled my baby boys face. "He was everything I ever wished for. He was a witch like me. I could sense it from the moment he was born." I told him. "I could feel my magic coursing through his blood. I wanted more than anything to keep my baby boy, but I couldn't. I made a promise to my mother to take care of my little sister I wouldn't have time to raise a baby and a witch. So I gave him up." I said as a tear fell from my eye. "You never told me that." Damon said with caution. "I've only ever told Klaus about him." I told Damon. "It was the hardest thing I've ever had to do. I made sure he went to a coven of witches who I trusted. I knew them very well and I knew my son would be raised as a witch and taught magic. And I said my goodbyes." I told him. "What does this have to do with Mikeal?" Damon asked carefully. "I regretted that decision my entire life. Flash forward about a thousand years or so before Klaus was a vampire and we were married and expecting a child." I told him almost regretfully. I knew he didn't approve but I couldn't change my past. "A few months later Klaus turned and when he made his first human kill it triggered his werewolf side and with that he became his father greatest shame and me being his wife and carrying his unborn child we were also deemed as a shame. Klaus ended up killing half the village that first time he change. He didn't know how to control himself then. And so the original witch turned her back on us and our unborn daughter, who was going to be born something else. My baby was going to be like me. Not a hybrid of two things, but three. A werewolf, vampire, and witch all in one. A Tribrid. Mikael feared us, he and the witch cursed us and tried to kill me but Mikeal's greatest weakness as a human was his pride and as a vampire that was magnified. He went on a rampage and killed half the village then he came home and beat me. Not because he hated me but because he hated my baby. He beat me and tortured me and murdered my unborn baby to teach Klaus a lesson. And with the help of the original witch they cursed us. And then he killed Klaus's mother for betraying him. He beat her until I could no longer recognize her. He said she broke his heart so he would break hers. He tore it from her chest as Klaus watched. Mikeal said my baby was a disgrace and a monster so he killed her, ran a sword right threw me. I healed. But my baby, my little girl..." I said as my tears dripped off of my chin. "She was gone." I cried. "I sorry." Damon said sadly. "Afterwards Mikeal took off in a rage and the rest of our family scattered into the wind. Klaus and Rebekah stayed with me to lay my baby to rest. My innocent baby who never got to take her first breath." I said as I wiped the tears from my face. "Mikael killed my baby and I was helpless. I failed her, just as if not worse than I failed my son before her. I spent the next years in solitude, any place Klaus Rebekah and I went I stayed to myself. Klaus would do his best to make me feel better but his attempts failed. I failed." I told him as I closed my eyes and pushed away the memories. "Mikeal is a monster. He murdered my child and as if that didn't hurt enough he murdered me." I stated as anger rose from my depths.