And maybe for this moment in time
The question will remain mine
Is life worth another day?
Can I live in any other way?
My soul has been destroyed
With the memories I try to avoid
But they seem to find the open doors
Making it impossible to ignore
Racing through my mind
I can see but I'm so blind
To what I'm really made of
I'm just so full of love
But in myself I see hate
I see nothing so great
Feeling so close to letting go
Getting rid of the pain I used to know
Is life worth another day?
My scars they will stay
They remind me of the pain
How I used to bleed from every vein
The bottle of pills have opened
My soul has broken
I don't know if I can hang on
Thoughts of being gone
Kill me from the inside
I always try to hide
But there's nothing but an empty field
People have made it to the other side being healed
But I'm ready to sit in the grass
And just let my life pass
To wait for another day
Where I don't have to stay
I finally can give
To know it was impossible to live
Is life worth another day?
There's nothing more to say
Laying down as I drift to sleep
The memories and pain I will keep
Letting them take me out of Hell
Because every day I fell
Life is worth another day
But I don't have the strength to stay
So all of my goodbyes I'll say
Because for some life isn't worth another day.
3/7/15
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ShaneM Original Poetry Collection
PoetryTW: Dark and graphic emotions/thoughts. I am updating this collection of poetry as I have kind of left it alone for a long time. I started this in 2017, and while I have written many poems over the years, I have also stopped writing for a long time...