The images they never stray
Haunting my mind day by day
Every time they appear
They make the blood seem so clear
A heavy feeling of suicide
I am so close to decide
To take my life I am going to try
So sick of the nights I stay up and cry
The images they drive me insane
Creating such an unbearable pain
Flashing through my mind every hour
With an image that is oh so sour
Wanting to pound my head off of a wall
Nothing here to catch me for when I fall
Lost in a forest so dark and decaying
The words I spoke I am betraying
The images they are killing
Reminding me of the blood I'm spilling
Beaten and broken down again and again
Nothing is the same as it was back then
Never do I stop seeing
I am such a horrible human being
Comfort needed by the one I love
But I am nothing you are made of
If you make the impossible decision
Then maybe you could stop my visions
3/23/15
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ShaneM Original Poetry Collection
PoetryTW: Dark and graphic emotions/thoughts. I am updating this collection of poetry as I have kind of left it alone for a long time. I started this in 2017, and while I have written many poems over the years, I have also stopped writing for a long time...
