I'm not in love,
I've fallen above
Deep below the sea
But higher than anyone could see
Flying through the clouds
Screaming in pain aloud
I'm not in love, I've fallen
An angel upon in which I am calling
Wish to open the heart
To fall into the start
For a new to show themselves
To pull off of dusty old shelves
Bring down that of what is,
And come of what may
Only that to decay
And what destroys is this
A deadly kiss
Fallen in love, I miss
Though I am not in love, I desire
Just this once for a calm fire
One that isn't out of control, or deadly
One that if just warm enough; for that I am ready
To give my all to one is what I yearn
For a year or two, all about them is what I want to learn
But not one soul is ready to give back,
And for that, my heart has turned to black
I'm not in love,
Though I shove
Towards and forth a shining desire
If I find just that one beautiful soul,
I will never tire
My all is what I shall give
Their love is for what I shall live
Still for myself, as well
Just to keep their story to brag and tell
I am not in love, but soon to be
Either with myself, or someone else
And I will be completely free.
5/14/17
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ShaneM Original Poetry Collection
PoetryTW: Dark and graphic emotions/thoughts. I am updating this collection of poetry as I have kind of left it alone for a long time. I started this in 2017, and while I have written many poems over the years, I have also stopped writing for a long time...