My Angel

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A buried deep within pain,

Carried throughout your name

Holding within, deep skin

Grasping control, losing my soul.

To release in a known presence,

Quite an unpleasant unknown familiar.

Letting go, letting out

Never alone will I shout,

Opened veins will remain

If I choose to release without,

Certainly, I would fall to Hell and burn.

To my Angel I yearn

A beautiful darling, uneasy to earn

Lucky for me, fought for bloodily,

I won her to a guardian over my shoulders,

Lifting the stress of deadly boulders.

In her presence to remain calm,

Peaceful,

Straying the magical touch of palm to palm.

Cleaning the blood flow, closing my veins,

A cease fire she brings to the war within

The one in my heart, in my soul,

Destroying my chest and ripping apart

My life, slowed, stuck in pain.

Deadly and dangerous, heavily and contagious,

The pain can be transferred.

Just to see the amount of pain I drown,

Surely everyone else has been pulled down.

To be held by her, I could safely release

Without a chance of blood decrease,

She can take my hand

And calm my Devil war land.

Though I do not want to her see my demons,

In fear that she will become afraid,

She is the only one who may calm them,

The only one who can bring me away

To peace, to increase,

My chances to stay here,

To stay alive.


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