Just know that whenever I kiss you, whether it be after you say something or just in complete silence, I am speaking words that I cannot tell. I am defining feelings I cannot explain, and I am healing pain with a touch I cannot believe to be human. I kiss your lips and they are oh so soft, it makes me feel as if relaxing and falling away into a cloud of love and safeness. Your soft cheeks are pillows that I rest my fingers on, as well as my own. When I grab your chin as I kiss you, or put my hand on the back of your head, I am releasing a magical sensation that heals both you and I. I stare into your eyes and darling, I adore you. You always question why, though you already know the answer. To get lost within you and your soul staring through the window. I kiss once again because words cannot near to describe my feelings in the moments I am with you. The kiss itself, my actions, they may speak louder than words but they are still not enough to explain the love I feel for you. The love I have for you. I smile uncontrollably, showing that you light up my soul and warm my heart. Cold my veins and pump my blood. You are what keeps me sane. So, for when I kiss you, it is not only a kiss. Every kiss is every unspoken word. Every kiss is every indescribable feeling I have for you. The ones that leave me angered for not finding a way to explain, for you to understand. Every kiss is that spark of a firework that starts the fourth of July to last a lifetime. When our lips touch, darling, for that moment I am free. My mind blanks and fills with just feelings. Feelings of happiness, peace, love, and many more. I am numb to the sensation for that of what may not be; I am numb to my pain and I forever to stay that way. Just know that whenever we kiss, after we pull away, my lips are still with yours. Just as whenever we miss, and you're gone away, my soul is still with you.
5/19/16
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ShaneM Original Poetry Collection
PoezjaTW: Dark and graphic emotions/thoughts. I am updating this collection of poetry as I have kind of left it alone for a long time. I started this in 2017, and while I have written many poems over the years, I have also stopped writing for a long time...