ShaneM Original Poetry Collection

Not Left To Live

Life not left to live,

I have no more life left to give

How much longer shall I breathe?

If I'm any stronger, I will teethe

Swallow and eat away the pain on the inside

Hollow and defeat the rain when I died

I'm already dead,

In my head

My days are numbered,

And I'm left tired and slumbered

Death sounds so sweet

As if a treat

Come calling to live

In the afterlife, forgive

All those have hurt

And buried you in the dirt

Forgive but never forget,

Kill those but never regret

They deserve for what they've done

And you deserve for your gun

For what you've done,

The lost you never won

Not sure how much longer

I won't be any stronger

Not from here on out,

Nor for ridding my doubt

If I am to try and pull

I plan to make it full

Follow through,

All the way to

Make sure I sleep

For life not left to keep

Because I'm sick of this place,

With every disgusting face

Filthy roaches,

Darkness for me, approaches

I have life not left to live,

No more do I have left to give

No future foresighted in sight

And nothing seen for me

Soon, I am not sure when

But hopefully better than back then

Because I have no more life left to live,

I can't feel anything, I won't ever forgive

Anyone or anything,

Not a single soul, not one thing

Because I don't know how much longer I'll be alive,

For me?

I don't know how much stronger I'll be

Until I die

7/9/17