Now I will sit,
No longer stand,
I will take death as it fits
To bleed open and bleed dry,
To let the screams out and cry
No more pain, no more happiness
Just loneliness and sadness
Seclude myself away, isolation
Forget the sight of day, starvation
No more sleep, no more eat
Hidden away from everything
Too weak to do anything,
While everything fails and falls upon
Death and desire, I desire death
Life and entire, it all is dead
Constant pain and constant thoughts
No escape and no other fate,
I am to burn in the depths of hell in my soul,
To go insane and give up all control.
There is a hole in my chest,
Ripped out and bleeding, it's fleeting
Gaping and pleading,
Oh for it all to stop
To go back to before
But I know,
Before will never be,
So I will sit, no longer stand
Let the blood drip down my hand
I will lie down and sleep,
For the morning,
The reaper shall keep.
10/18/16
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ShaneM Original Poetry Collection
PoetryTW: Dark and graphic emotions/thoughts. I am updating this collection of poetry as I have kind of left it alone for a long time. I started this in 2017, and while I have written many poems over the years, I have also stopped writing for a long time...
