Feeling so close to committing
How I truly feel I'm admitting
It feels so deep in my heart
Making it so easy to give and fall apart
Remembering my amazingly horrible past
Fighting so hard to make everything last
But it seems everything fades
Urging with countless blades
There's a war inside of my mind
Because the past I can't leave behind
So painfully attaching
The demons in my soul keep scratching
But forever in me they will stay
Leaving a feeling of committing every single day
Is life worth living?
I have nothing worth giving
Images of suicide
Not even I know what's happening inside
Everyday I get close to ending it
Trying to remember to forget
So weak and I'm breaking
The amazing smile I'm faking
My soul is decaying
With the trust I'm betraying
Into this life I'm submitting
All I live with is a feeling of committing
3/4/15
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ShaneM Original Poetry Collection
PoezjaTW: Dark and graphic emotions/thoughts. I am updating this collection of poetry as I have kind of left it alone for a long time. I started this in 2017, and while I have written many poems over the years, I have also stopped writing for a long time...
