Crossed over once again
Left behind then again
Nothing less expected,
This is why I leave protected.
Why my heart is black and burned,
Where I can't be touched, where I've returned
The truth was not told, the truth was damaging cold
Your move was pretty fucking bold.
Perhaps thought less pain would fall,
But really released upon was it all
Instead left straight forward and real,
Left to be angry and dead to feel
You crossed me when you could've just said,
"I don't want to talk anymore. This is dead."
But instead of being honest and everything clear,
Had to lie and ignore just to ignite my fear
Lied to and crossed by everyone I've been close
But I guess this is just how it goes
This all could've have easily been fixed
All just to be twisted and you to play tricks
Left grudged and crossed
Fake, just like the rest were tossed
In the end, I could've been so good and true
I could have been in your hair with the wind that blew
But instead you'll be ignored and played by someone else,
While you did that to someone,
To me.
I could've given you the world
Beyond this deathly twirl
Instead I'll have faith on my own
And you'll be all alone.
1/7/17
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ShaneM Original Poetry Collection
PoetryTW: Dark and graphic emotions/thoughts. I am updating this collection of poetry as I have kind of left it alone for a long time. I started this in 2017, and while I have written many poems over the years, I have also stopped writing for a long time...