I'm falling,
Screaming and calling
Reaching and stalling
Wait, this isn't it
Straight ahead, isn't it?
I over think a lot
And I worry way too much
I'm in a hurry to find a crutch,
Something to help me through this
Help me do this
The only thing that I need
Myself, I will feed
My lovely by my side,
But only for security
She's there to help me see
I'm here to help be free
Creeping back in
Seeping back in
Through the cracking
Black,
Cracked
My heart turn to stacks of ash
Soul withering light away
Light the way
It's all so hard
I've dealt this card
Now I've to deal with it
Make it real within
I'm falling,
Back into despair
Never beyond repair
My lovely is there,
And I truly do care
But my anxiety is stronger
And I can't take much longer
I can fix myself, I just need you here
Can you hear?
If you ever hear me calling
Back into the dark
I'm falling
9/13/17
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ShaneM Original Poetry Collection
PoesiaTW: Dark and graphic emotions/thoughts. I am updating this collection of poetry as I have kind of left it alone for a long time. I started this in 2017, and while I have written many poems over the years, I have also stopped writing for a long time...