If Only...

Kisses and Cuddles

His snores were soft, like that from a baby. I kissed his cheek and got out of bed. He turned before his snores continued. Quietly I went to my room to change. When I had changed, I grabbed my phone. £361.- that was my balance for the upcoming two weeks. I checked who had sent money to me.
Dan 150.- 'happy birthday'
Seb 100.- 'Dan told me you were poor once more. Happy 18th.'
Mom & Dad 60.- 'Happy birthday honey'

Well hopefully enough for knickers and a dress. I placed my phone in my back pocket.

"Where you going?" Max mumbled.
"Gotta shop, I need something to wear."
"Grab my card." He mumbled as he turned to his side to look at me.
"Max I can't accept that."
"Jaden just do it, please." He sat up.
"I'll see you in a bit." I waved at him before quickly leaving the room.

I already hated that Dan had to buy me food.

"You're up early." Horner's voice reached my ears.
"All I got are my Red Bull shirts and sweaters." My eyes found him, right in front of the elevator.
"So my real gift is money." He chuckled.

As the elevator doors opened and we entered, Max rushed in as well

"You free this morning, Chris?" I stared at a half asleep Max. "You need to sleep, Max."
"Nope." Max rubbed his eyes.
"Jaden, buy what you need with this." Chris kissed the top of my head. "Want the card back at the beginning of track walk, happy birthday."

The elevator doors opened and Chris left Max and I. Max yawning and me a tat bit confused with a card in hand.

"Why did you take his?" Max huffed as we walked out the hotel.
"He pressed it in my hands and took off." I rubbed the tip of my nose. "I can't throw it on the ground."
"Well what you gonna buy?"
"I guess a car and a house." I chuckled, making him shake his head. "I just need some clothes."
"That's it?" Max pushed me in an alleyway.

Lips crashed on mine, a gasp left my lips before I could reply by kissing back. He pressed me against the wall as his tongue danced around mine. A soft growl left his throat. He pulled back as the both of us needed air.

"Fuck, I want more." His voice low, the need was able to be heard in the tone.
"If you are a good boy, you'll have it." I grabbed his wrist and walked out of the ally. "One day."
"Tease." He muttered.

"Are you serious?" Max was talking to Sam as my camera focused on them.
They were checking the track, but probably talking about something else.

Dan stared at me as Mika, a 25 year old man, was filming him. I was wondering how Dan enjoyed his company.

"Jaden, 5 minutes of your time please." Chris smiled at me, nodding in reply, I go up and left my camera rolling. "Your vlogs are quite interesting but we need some personal, private moments. His girlfriend, him when he wakes up etcetera. "
"Yeah but what if his future girlfriend doesn't want to be in the video?" I noticed Max standing behind Horner.
"I'll talk to her then." Chris smiled. "And how many underwear can you buy?!" Oh and now he turned serious, about knickers.
"Six cute ones though." I gave him an innocent smile. " And two cute bra's."
"No more Victoria secrets, off my account." He shook his finger in my face. "And we are all having dinner, together, tonight. So what ever dress you bought for €75.- better be worn."
"Those were two dresses..." I bought cheap dresses cause I wouldn't wear them ever. "I really appreciate it, Chris."
"You better!" He pulled me in to a hug. "If you need anything, clothes, money and what not. Just call me." He whispered in my ear. "You are like my kid, complaining and crying in my chest. Smiling and fooling around when I need you to be serious." He sighed before placing a kiss on the top of my head. "Be you, and you'll get far, kid." He let go of me. "And I noticed you and Max are getting a long better."
"We try." I mumbled. "Dad."
Chris rolled his eyes. "Don't."
"Love you too, daddio." I joked before walking up to Max.

I was wearing a black dress, with black all stars. Max wore dark blue jeans and a white button up shirt. He had done his hair as I was still styling mine. I looked at him through the mirror, he was checking out my ass, licking his lips.

"You should wear this more often." He bit his lip.
"Max, I normally am working." The realisation hit him.
"Red Bull sweaters." He nodded. "Skirts under them."
"You are silly." I rolled my eyes as I moved towards him. "No skirts while working."
"Contract?"
"In office and on track, yes."
"They stole all my fun." He held my waist. "All of it."
"So Daniil should go back to Red Bull then?" I kissed him softly.
He kissed back before replying. "No, nope, nee." Shaking his head. "Racing is the only fun I have."
"And you get paid to do so." I walked out of his grasp, grabbing my camera and purse. "Common let's go."

I sat between Daniel and Max. Across from me was Horner, who was talking to the table behind him, filled with mechanics and engineers. Max was chatting away with Mika who was sitting next to Dan.

"You and Max, still kissing and what not?" Dan whispered in my ear before chuckling.
"Yes Dan." I replied quietly.
"Did the dirty?" He grinned from ear to ear.
"No, princess." I rolled my eyes with a smile across my face. Dan could say a lot, embarrass me as much as he wanted. I'd always end up with a smile.
"Maybe you should, spice things up." He winked at me.
"We aren't official, so I'm not sure."
"Does the world have to know?" He rolled his eyes.
"I'm not sure, if we are anything." I explained.
"Then you should ask." He shrugged.
"I don't know." As I said that, Max squeezed my leg. "I'll figure it out."
"You always will." He winked as we both turned our attention to the other side.
"What were you two talking about?" Max took a sip of his beer.
"Nothing special." I smiled at him. "He was wondering if we had sex." I tried to sound casual but me saying the word sex, made my nerves kick in.
"Jaden?" Chris kicked me under the table.
"Yes dad?" I quickly turned my attention to him.
"You look good, in my dress." He joked.
"You a tranny?" I acted shocked, making the table laugh. "Bet you could pass as one."
"Jade." His cheeks turned pink, not sure if it was because of the warm restaurant or my fake compliment.
"Do they have heels in your size?" I showed him my tongue.

Well this evening was going to be fun.