Precious Princess (12/4/16)

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Your eyes are haunting me
Never leaving my sight
Always there
In the back of my mind

I'm trying to move on
But I miss you so much it hurts
No one is like you
You're all I want

And every night
I still pretend
You're laying there
Next to me

You still flow through my veins
I can't get free
I can't cut away the pain
But I'm not whole

You were all I wanted
All I needed
And while I can still try to replace you
My efforts are in vain

For there's a you sized hole
Right in the middle of my heart
Getting bigger each day your gone
As I fill with emptiness

And I'm itching with pain
I tear everything away
I want nothing
If it's not you

I push everyone out
And I have every doubt
That I'll never get to see
Your lovely little face again

But for now you still
Control my every move
And I can't wake up in the morning
Without seeing you

You're stuck in my heart
The lover I'll never forget
An unhappy ending
An undesirable fate

And now I wait
Each passing day
Trying to fill that
You sized hole in my heart

I'll do anything it takes
To get you back
I'll wait years upon years
Awaiting your arrival

And maybe my best friend's right
In saying just move on
But you're someone I can't just forget
And someone who won't leave my blood

But I still wait
For that package from you
And I still wait
For the day you come back

For I'm not whole without you
I'm so incomplete
Just a measly human being
With unmoving feet

Staying in one spot
Afraid to leave
Because if I leave
You might not find me

So I'll stand right here
And wait this through
You know I always said
I'd wait for you

So I hope you'll do the same
Because you've been mine
Since day one
And I know that deep down in my heart

I will always be yours
And you will always be mine
And I will never forget you
My precious princess

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