Her (8/4/21)

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Fuck I'm doing that thing
Where I'm craving her hard
But I know she's not for me

She's half way across the planet
She's younger
She's got no job

But fuck does she have everything else

She games
She flirts
And fuck is her music taste good

So many of these songs
I can no longer hear
Without thinking of her

And some of them
Get me thinking thoughts
I should not be touching with a ten foot pole

But god she just teases me
Does she even realize what she's doing?
Egging me on keeping me wanting more

She's got these big green eyes
And fuck her smile
What a pleasure it would be for her to ruin me

I don't even wanna hear her voice
Don't wanna know her name
I'm in too deep already

She'd literally never get rid of me
If I knew those things
She's too much

What I would do to date someone
As gorgeous as her
But fuck is she far

But fuck we've been talking all night
All the shit says
Got me fantasizing more than I should

Half the shit she says
Is she even serious?
Fuck I wanna know

We're both shy as hell
But only in VC
The shit we say elsewhere, fuck

I'm gonna get her in a VC
And I'm gonna get way too deep
The point of no return

But fuck I'm obsessed
Feels like she's got me possessed
It's only her

The others are good but fuck
She don't mess around
She just flirts and smiles and keeps going

Oh what an honor it would be
For her to ruin me

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