Can I Be Him? ♢ Trevor Cash - Over Atlantic ♢✅

After Show (11)

Violet's Pov
The boys finished and Robyn took over the stage after being hugged my the boys. Gabe run towards me hugging me and spinning me around full of excitment. "Oh my gosh Gabe you were amazing with the drums!" "Thanks but I bet I had nothing on you! You rocked the guitar AND the signing!" "Awww thank you but no! Your drum skills are sick!" "And so are your singing! Doing Ariana's high notes on Dangerous woman isn't something anyone can do" "well thats easy if you practice" "I don't think so. But what matters the most is that you conquered your fear!" "Yes I think I did! Thank you so much! I wouldn't have done it if it wasn't for you and Trevor!" "That's nothing. I'm glad you're fine." We were both smiling like crazy until I noticed Trevor from the corner of my eye looking at us with a sad/annoyed expression. I was about to go talk to him but the rest of the boys came

Sean-Ok you were AMAZING! I can't believe you were scared you are amazing!
Violet-Thanks Sean! That's really nice of you to say
Liam-And your high notes are sick!
Violet-Thank you!
Charlie-Quick random question; Are you dyeing your hair?
Violet-No that's my natural
Sean-And the blond highlights?
Violet-Yes
Sean-Well they are better and brighter than my future!
Violet-Wow thats a lot you know!
Sean-You have a really bright future ahead you know!
Violet-I hope you're right...
Charlie-Are you fine?
Violet-Yeah why?
Charlie-You seem somehow...
Violet-No I'm just. I'm just a little worried about Trevor. He looks sad again
Charlie-Honestly I don't know what's wrong with this guy lately. He is getting worst and worst!
Liam-Go talk to him. It will do him good
Violet-Are you sure? What if I'll make things worst?
Liam-No way. Trust me it will be good.
Violet-Ok then. I'm going I guess.

I let go of Gabe's hug and made my way to Trevor. He was sat at the couch with his earphones on and his phone in his hands. "Hi. Helloooo. Hiiii!" I was talking to him but the music was loud and he couldn't hear me so I decided to just sit next to him. As I was about to shake him a little I accidentally saw that he was texting a girl that he apparently "miss to death💔" and she "miss him to death too 😔❤" . He finally sensed my presence a little later and he quickly locked his phone and looked at me when closing the music and taking off his earphones. "Hey Trev" "Hey" "I hope I don't bother you" "no not at all" "I just wanted to thank you for before. You really helped me. And you were amazing by the way" "thanks. And you don't have to thank me anyone would do it" "I don't think. But thanks again" he nodded and we fell into an awkward silence for a few moments before he broke it. "You were amazing up there" "thank you" "you're welcome. You really sing amazing" "thank you. You too. Your voice is really good" "thanks. That means a lot". We fell into another awkward silence and after a lot of trying I finally got the courage to ask him. "Hey. Uhm... I was just wondering. You don't have to tell me if you don't want and I don't blame on you as we short of just met but... Are you fine? I mean you really seem down" "I'm fine don't worry" "as I said before I know it's early but you can talk to me if something is wrong. I can keep secrets" "thanks. I'll have that in mind" aaaand another awkward silence. 'Why so much awkwardness whe-' Trevor brought me out of my thoughts with his soft voice but I didn't hear everything he said so I just looked at him with a confused looked which made him giggle. "I said how did you feel on stage." "Oh. Oh yeah! Sorry I was thinking" "that's fine" I probably made a fool of my self as this made him giggle a lot but that's fine as I got to see his amazing smile. It's so sad that he has such an amazing smile and it's so rare to be seen. I wish I could make him happy...

Trevor's pov
"You were so right! It was amazing! In the start it was completely terrifying but then it started being exciting and soon it was so amazing! Definitely what I live for! The feeling of- " she is so cute with that smile. And she looks so excited! I guess what I said worked and that makes me so happy! Wow! I said I'm happy! I'm actually happy! That's new... She makes me happy. What's wrong with me? I'm not falling for her. Am I? Concentrate Cash. You aren't for her. She won't like you. You are depression with a face. But she looks so cute! No. No more girls for me and no more thoughts for Violet. She will go back to Ireland after tour and who knows when and if I'll see her again after that. But I really hope I will... Stop it Trevor! You will hurt yourself again! Focus on her now! Focus! Focus! "-The best. Why are you looking at me like that?" Gosh her giggle! Shut up! "I. Iii... I'm. Wait how I'm I looking at you?" "I don't know. Weird. Did I say something?" "No no no of course no. I was just... Thinking that... I was happy -well I am happy- that you got the courage to conquer your fear and you enjoyed it. I'm really proud of you for that" Good save Cash. For God's shake stop talking to yourself! "Thanks. That means a lot" "I really want to hear that story you know" "what... Story?" Oh no I scared her! She lost her colour! What can this story be that is so bad? "The story why you were that afraid" "Oh... Well... Wait! I never said there was a story. Did I?" "It doesn't matter now as you just betrayed yourself" "ugh fine! There is a story behind and I'm sorry but I'm not really to say it yet" "that's fine. When you feel ready tell me" "I will"☺ And her smile! I love her smile! Stoooooop! She went silent. Not another awkward silence please! Think of something to say! "You never finished telling me what groups you like "oh right. Well... It's My Chemical Romance, The Wrecks, Waterparks, Airways, Nothing But Thieves, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Nirvana, Panic At The Disco... They're a lot. You? You haven't tell me anyone" "all the ones you said and Life Lessons, HomeSafe, Real Friends, Of Mice & Men, Knuckle Puck, All Time Low... Bands like these mostly and not very big. What other besides punk related?" "I love Ariana Grande, Shawn Mendes, Bebe Rexha has some cool songs, Selena Gomez, a little bit of Nicki Minaj, Eminem, The Vamps are big love of mine, the Tide, New Hope Club even though they don't really have original yet, Austin Mahone and thousands more. You?" "Shawn Mendes, The Vamps, New Hope Club are indeed good and so are The Tide, Ariana sometimes and 5sos are like my fave from all of these" "5sos are a gift to humanity!" "I know! They are so good!" "I know! I live for the moment I'll see them live!" "You haven't?" "No! I never got the chance!" "Don't worry you will one day" "I hope! I also really want so see live Sam Smith and Adele. I love them too very much!" These two are hard!" "I know! That sucks😖" "don't lose hope. It's hard not impossible" "yeah that's true".
And that's how the minutes became hours and we ended up talking for hours until it was time to go.

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