Can I Be Him? ♢ Trevor Cash - Over Atlantic ♢✅

The Poet (26)

Trevor's pov
I opened my eyes and the first and only thing I saw was her face. She looked so peaceful sleeping. She still had her head on my shoulder and I had one hand around her waist and one on my thighs holding my phone. All Time Low was blasting but she didn't mind. She never does. She's always on the mood for ATL and any other band I'm listening to because she likes almost all of them and everything that has to do with music. She's just so amazing in so many ways... I wish things were different...

Violet's pov
I opened my eyes to see I had my head on Trevor's shoulder and he had one hand on his thighs holding his phone and the other hand around my waist. He looked very adorable sleeping like this. I could be watching him like that all day long.
I decided to just burie my self in the crack of his neck and try to sleep again and so it happened.

Trevor's pov
Rik-ok guys we're here! Trevor wake up Violet.
Trevor-I can't. She looks so peaceful!
Sean-I can thought!
Trevor-Go away Sean! Can we stay here? I'm bored to get out anyway
Rik-don't you need toilet?
Trevor-I went an hour ago and had no drinks since then so I'm fine. I bet she is too
Rik-As you wish. We'll bring you two coffees. If you change your mind just come in
Trevor-Thanks we Will

And with this they left leaving me and Violet alone once again, thing kinda like...
After a couple of minutes she woke up. She opened her eyes, looked around, looked at me and cracked a smile "hello" "hey there sleepy head" I smiled back. "Where is everyone?" "At the cafeteria for coffee and toilet. They will bring us coffee too. Do you need toilet?" "No I'm fine. Did you stay here because of me?" "I was just too lazy and sleepy to get out. Both actually" she then nodded and raised her self stretching. "Sorry for sleeping on you" "that's fine. It was confy anyway we can do it again whenever" "awesome!.. So... what's up? what have I lost while sleeping?" "Me sleeping" "oh. Ok then" she said giggling and sitting back on the seat. We talked for a little while until the others came with the food.

Rik-Here comes the food! But first your coffees
Violet/Trevor-thank you
Rik-So. We have 3 cheese pies, 2 chocolate pies, 4 croissant with chocolate and 2 with vanilla, 3 sandwiches, 3 ham&cheese pies and a bottle of water for everyone. Take whatever you want but only 1 food each.
Violet-I want the ham&cheese pie
Gabe-Chocolate croissant
Charlie-Cheese pie
Trevor-sandwich
Mal-chocolate pie
Dinah-Sandwich
Luna-Chocolate croissant
Liam-Chocolate pie
Aria-Chocolate pie
Rik-Chocolate pies are over sorry Aria
Liam-You can have mine
Aria-Are you sure?
Liam-Yes
Aria-Thank you so much!
Luna-You're welcome☺
Charlie-Cuuute! And that means disgusting. Take a croissant gentleman
Sean-I want cheese pie
Mal-because you're cheezy?
Sean- haha Not funny-_-
Trevor-It was a good one
Sean-I'll take the last chocolate croissant then because I'm sweet *everyone laughs*
Violet-So. Who has chocolate pie?
Mal-You're not getting anything from me!
Aria-You can have from me if you want
Violet-See? That's why I prefer Aria over you
Aria-On your face Malesse!
Mal-That's not fair! I was joking!
Violey-So was I. We all know you're my weakness
Aria-Hey!
Dinah-That's true and we know it. The way yours is Luna.
Luna-And mine is Aria😊
Aria-True
Liam-Who's are you Dinah?
Mal-no ones because she's stupid!
Dinah-Will you stop calling everyone stupid?
Mal-Will you stop being stupid?
Dinah-Shut up!
Mal-wow nice talk back
Dinah-Shut up
Mal-This is so intense! I can't find anything to say to you!
Dinah-Shut-! Whatever. Keep saying whatever you want I don't care

We all started laughing and Charlie took her in for a cuddle session and everyone started doing their own things; Mal and Gabe were trying to speak while Sean was annoying them, Luna Liam and Aria were talking with each other, me and Violet were talking about bands and music in general. As always...
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Charlie-We have 2 more hours. Wanna do something all together?
Luna-Like?
Gabe-Say how are lives are now that we are back to "normal"?
Liam-Yeah. What did you girls do these days?
Aria-I was going for sports with my sisters and their friends
Mal-I was home doing housework
Dinah-I was just relaxing by reading
Liam-Reading is lame
Luna/Dinah-Reading is awesome
Liam-Whatever
Charlie-You Vi?
Violet-I was just hanging out with the boys, jamming, walking, movie marathons, had some sleepovers and I did some stuff with Louis
Liam-"some stuffs?"
Violet-We went out with other friends of ours, went for walks alone, stuffs like that
Sean-So it was more than just one date
Violet-No it was just one date. The other times were just us hanging out. We'll have another when I go back
Gabe-Do you see this going further?
Violet-Like what? More dates?
Gabe-Being his girlfriend further
Violey-to be honest, I don't know. It's nice being with him and he's an amazing guy but I feel like something is missing when I'm with him
Sean-Maybe that's because he's not the one for you
Violet-maybe... but I think that I might give it a try if I'll have the chance
Liam-if you don't like him don't do it
Violet-No I like him. I really do. It's just... something's missing. But no relationship is perfect so whatever
Liam-yeeeah...
Trevor-what did you do Luna?
Luna-I was just with my boyfriend
OA-you have a boyfriend?
Luna-yeah. I'm pretty sure I told you before
OA-no
Luna-Oh. Well yes I have a boyfriend
Charlie-tell us about him
Lu-His name is Jack. He sings, plays the guitar, he's adorable, has the fluffiest hair ever, the best smile in the whole world and the most beautiful eyes *a big smile was formed in her face the whole time she was talking abiut him. She tried to hide it by looking down but it was impossible*
Charlie-Gross
Dinah-Stop it! That's cute!
Violey-you're not helping
Charlie-with what?
Dinah-nothing.
Liam-tell us
Luna-it's nothing
Charlie-don't let us wonder!
Luna-it's just that... things aren't going good lately. "Us" is fainting and it's more like "me" and "him". Do you understand?
Liam-No... but why?
Luna-I have my band and we rehearse a lot and stuff, now we tour, he is trying to get better at singing so that he can finally be in a band too and because of these we don't get to spend much time together.
Sean-you will make it if you try though. Does he still like you?
Luna-it seems like he does. And he is telling me so but it's not just this.
Charlie-what more?
Luna-there's a chance we'll move to Japan with hometown and Jack will either be left behind or move to England. He is planning on moving soon anyways
Liam-why Japan?
Dinah-Louis Walsh, hometown's manager found a very good opportunity for them and us so we might go after all
Violet-but we're not sure yet and so isn't Louis. We're still waiting for him to decide
Charlie-But Daniel is your manager
Violet-yeah but Louis is helping us. He is like a second manager. He will do what he wants but Daniel will have the last say. Without his approval we can do nothing
Liam-have you thought about long distance relationship?
Trevor-you know that it doesn't work
Liam-it's an idea
Luna-it's like we already are in one because we are about 3 hours away by driving so it's hard to see each other anyway
Gabe-I don't think there's worst thing than want to be with someone but you can't because of distance
Sean-try liking someone but them being in a relationship
Gabe-no distance is worst. In your case they can be friends but when you're away you can't give a "friendly" hug or have a "friendly" cuddling session or a quick kiss on the cheek for goodbye or good luck. You're just away. And sometimes you know that you could be together but someone else has her because you can't be there. And knowing that this could be you holding her but can't tell her how you feel because you're afraid knowing it will probably not work out because of the distance even if you'd be the cutest thing in the entire universe makes your heart break ever more. Why are you all looking at me like that?
Violet-probably because we all knew you were cute but we didn't know exactly how much
Liam-did you read it somewhere or you have a love somewhere in Sweden or America or somewhere in general?
Gabe-I just thought about it
Sean-since you are about to move in Japan, how will you and Louis be together Violet?
Violet-if we'll move we'll move around 2018 so we'll see what will happen till then. It's more than one year and things changes every day. Who knows what will happen in one year
Liam-so you have one year too Luna
Luna-I wish. He's already looking for someone to move with and when he will they will start searching houses. It's gonna happen soon I feel it...
Gabe-don't loose hope girls. Everything will work out if it's meant to be
Luns-maybe...
Gabe-I don't know what you say in your countries but in mine we say that real love can win everything
Aria-where were you hiding that poet all these days?
Gabe-he comes out when it's needed I don't do this on purpose
Trevor-can we change subject? Please?

Violet's pov
"Can we change subject? Please?" Trevor said with a blank expression and everyone went silent. I looked at him and noticed that he soon had a sad one so I just caught his hand and squeezed him in a very tight hug. He wasn't moving. He was just inside my arms holding my one hand and resting his head on my shoulder. The rest of the boys were giving each other looks that I couldn't understand and soon looked away. The past one hour and a half went by more quiet and slow than ever as we couldn't find something to actually talk about even though we tried.

*sorry for the late update but I had no time. I have finals for the next 2 weeks so I probably won't update on time until they finish.
I hope you liked this chapter and if you did please make sure to vote and let's try to get the book to 1.85k views by then*