Can I Be Him? ♢ Trevor Cash - Over Atlantic ♢✅

Confessions part 1 (16)

*dark words between two people talking( "..."⬇"..." ) is thoughts*

Violet's pov
I felt a hand being wrapped around my waste pulling me close. The smell of his perfume was all over the air. My love was here. I turned to see him and I was right "Hey love. Are you fine?" "I think that I start to get nervous again" "you seem close to a heart attack..." "yeah... I'm just a few songs away..." "don't worry. It will be as great as the previous times" "I hope" "I really want to know why you are that scared" "everything on time Gabriel!" I said patting his shoulder. "do you want me to bring you anything?" "I don't know... I would like something sweet but I don't think there is something here" "I saw some cookies at the food corner. Do you want me to bring you some?" "Nah I'm fine thanks. I can't brush my teeth after that anyway so better not" "I'm going to. Your teeth will be fine and sugar will be good for you right now" "you really don't have to" "but I want to! And I also want some too" "of course. Casual Gabe" "casual Gabe now leaves to go get cookies. ABOARD!" "Ey ey captain even thought I'm sure its wrong!" "What's wrong?" "The way we used it" "whatever. ABOARD!'" We laughed and he then went to get us cookies! I sat on the couch and took out my phone. Trevor came a few moments later and sat next to me.

Trevor's Pov
"Hello!" She said with her adorable quite high pitched voice. "Hey. How are you?" "Fine I guess" "you guess?" "Yeah... I'm fine. You?" "I truly am fine in addition to you. I can tell you start to get nervous" "is it that obvious?" "Well... if you ignore that you haven't stop moving your feet for the past few minutes and the pale face you have then no. It's not" "ugh! I just can't! It's so frustrating some times! And the crowed is HUGE!" "That's a good thing actually" "yeah that's true. But it grew up so fast! The last show had so many less people!" "The difference isn't that big. It's just that you are way too nervous for after tour" "I do am actually. Do you think this is why?" "Probably. You haven't stop talking about it so I'd bet on that" "maybe" "why are you that nervous all the time especially at the shows? I've seen stage frights and it's nothing like that" "I wouldn't call it stage fright. It's something else and worst" "I'm all ears" "I'm sorry but I'm not ready yet. It's very personal..." "that's fine. Whenever you are ready to talk to me know that I'm here for you" "thank you. That really means a lot" "hey Trev! Here. I have enough cookies for you too" "Thanks bro. Will you stay?" Say no, say no, say no,say no🙏 "Nope. Since you're here I'll leave you two alone. Charlie needs me anyway" YES! "are you sure? We don't mind you being here" stop it Vi! "yes. Charlie needs me so I can't really stay" "ok then. Thanks for the cookies!" "Nothing" "Thanks again. Bye" Awesome! I love Gabe but right now it's better to stay away! Now find a topic to speak about. "So. What do you want to do? Wanna go for a walk in the dressing rooms?" "The place is small. What's the point?" "Its better than just stay sat on a couch for the past songs. Maybe we could sneak out the back door and go for a little walk outside" "we have 40 minutes" "that's enough. Are you in?" I jumped off the couch and offered her my hand. She looked at me with her amazing eyes, smiled at me with the lovely way only she can do and took my hand helping her to stand up and then we started to make our way outside stopping by the girls AND the OA boys telling them to text us 10 minutes before their time to go on stage.
When we made our first step out of the door one bodyguard tried to get us back in but after a lot of begging and time wasting we finally convinced him to let us.
We were walking around for a good 15 minutes talking about random stuff until we sat on an edge we found and started doing what we are best at. Talking about music. "You know that you never finished telling me your favorite groups right?" "I told the the most of them and the most important. You haven't told me pretty much none of yours though" "well I love pretty much the same as you" "then you pretty much know the rest of mine too" "that's a good point. So, what instruments do you play besides guitar? I bet all of the ones that are in the group right?" "No. Well kinda. I can play the piano, cachon and the guitar but I'm not really good at drums and I'm awful at bass. I actually don't know how to play bass at all" "really?" "Yeah. I never got the chance to play or learn but I know violin so that's something" "that's awesome! Aren't you too punk for violin?" "I'm not punk to death Trevor! I have happy and colorful sides too😂" "yeah that's true. You do are a happy person. And as for the bass if you want maybe I could show you a little...? But it won't be hard as you know guitar and it will be pretty much the same" "that's really nice of you and thank you I would love it☺" "awesome.... So what will you do when you get back to Ireland?" "School probably" "that sucks" "nah its not that bad. I have my friends so that's fine" "boy...friend?" "Single mingle... You?" "I... Mean me too" "what was that 'I' for?" "I was about to say something but I changed my mind" "if you have that's ok don't hide it" "it's not exactly that. My love life is really complicated" "we have time left. What's up?" "I don't know. It's really personal and I don't want to bother you with my worries" "you won't bother me. Opening up is good and I'm all ears. It will be no bother I promise" "are you sure?" "Yes." She's so sweet... I really like he- "that's what friends are for anyway" there it goes. Friendzoned. Awesome. Let it go Cash she's obviously so not into you... "There was this girl..."

Violet's pov
"There it goes. I'll probably finally learn for all these mood swings and stuff. Maybe now I'll be finally able to help him!"

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