Just Another Happy Ending

Chapter 31: Not Good Enough

"Ri..." I hum softly feeling him kiss my neck softly. I'm wrapped in the sheets and he's pressed tightly to me with his arms wrapped around me. "Wake up." I sigh. "Why?" I groan feeling him trail his lips up to my jaw letting his teeth skim over it. "Because we have to go to school and I thought maybe you could use a pick me up." I sigh when he starts to suck lightly. "Stop..." I coo. He does looking at me. I open my eyes to look back at him.

"We don't have time." He smiles. "Baby I will make time." I nibble on my lip before nodding feeling him connect his lips to my jaw again I sigh tangling my fingers in his hair. My phone rings and I whines softly focusing only on him. I roll so I'm sitting on his lap. He sits up gripping my hips kissing me. My phone stops ringing and I hook my fingers in his shirt. When his phone rings he pulls back so I kiss his neck gently.

"It's Ashe." I groan. "Ignore it." He smirks. "Maybe it's important." I sigh rolling my eyes knowing why he's smiling. I take the phone answering it. "Yes sister?" My expression quickly changes. "Ri stay with Evan. Do not go to school okay? You're picture is on social media. The one where your covered in something. I'm going down to the school but just stay home today." She hangs up before I can say anything.

I unlock his phone clicking on instagram. I see the picture and he touches my face. "Babe?" I show him and I'm not sad I'm not mad I just don't know what to do. He locks his phone throwing it on his bed. He kisses over my face. "Hey..." I sigh. "What did Ashe say?" I fiddle with my hands. "To stay with you. That she was heading down to school and I wasn't going today." He kisses me. "Okay love it's whatever you want today." I think for a second.

"I wanna feel like what they say isn't true. I want to feel like you love me Evan. Please..." He cups my face. "Baby you don't have to beg me. Just tell me what you want." I guide his hands up my shirt pulling his lips to mine humming softly. "I love you baby. You're just so perfect." He whispers softly to me. I pull back sobbing gently. "I'm sorry..." He wraps his arms completely around me holding me as tight as comfortably possible and I wrap my arms around his neck holding on to him.

"You have nothing to be sorry for Riley. Come on I'll cook you some breakfast and we will pretend like its a normal day. No reason to keep them on your pretty little mind." I huff. "I thought claiming me would make this stop but it made it worse." He kisses over my face.

"Listen to me Riley. I just got you back and I can't lose you again. I don't know how to fix this but I'll figure it out because you just mean so much and it hurts me to see you like this." I kiss him pulling him into me the best I can. "This isn't your fault. I'm not leaving Evan. I walked away once and that hurt so bad that I don't think I could do it again. Its just embarrassing..."

He smiles kissing me. "They'll forget it in a few weeks Ri." I shake my head and I'm still in his lap. "It's not embarrassing because of them it's because of...you." He scrunches his face up. "Me?" I nod like a little kid pouting. "Baby..." I roll off of him. "Do you think I'm silly Evan?" He touches my face.

"Baby no I don't." I sigh. "I know your a liar." He kisses me before crawling over me to hover above me. "I'm not Ri. I don't think you are silly or stupid either. I think that your smart and some bad people got the best of you." I turn my head to the side so I dont have to face him. "Come on baby." He says kissing down my face. I try to push him away but when he bites me I hiss biting my lip. He smiles against my skin.

"Riley..." He whispers. I don't answer but I'm still trying to push him away. He hums. "Fine." He flips so I'm on top of him and before I know it he's kissing over my skin and I'm shirtless. Though my bra is still intact. I fight my uncontrollable sounds not letting them slip. He pulls my lips down close to his. "Ready to talk to me?" I turn the other way knowing what he's offering everytime I say no.

"I'm not gonna touch you again until you tell me what you want. Or at least talk to me." He says pulling his hands back and my hands immediately grab his wrists. "Finish what you started." He smirks. "Give me a reason." I whine. "You're my boyfriend and I need you now." He kisses me. "I'm not gonna let you use me to feel better Ri." I shake my head guiding his hands up to my bra. "I'm not using you baby." I whisper and he runs his fingers over the clasps making me nibble on my lip. He eventually pulls his hands back. "You're a horrible liar babe." I fold my arms yanking my shirt from the floor before getting up. "Ri..." He says trying to catch my arm. "No Evan. It's one thing to tell me no and it's another to make me feel like I'm not good enough."

He pulls me into him pushing my back to the wall. He kisses pulling my shirt from me throwing it to the floor. "You'll always be good enough." He coos before kissing me some more and eventually he pulls his dark grey shirt over his head letting it fall right on top of mine. I don't kiss him back. "Now who's the liar?" He searches hands on the wall by my head.

I swallow and he stares me in my eyes before smiling in way that makes me bite my lip. "Why don't you believe me?" I lean forward. "Because you slept with anyone but now suddenly you want to say no." He gets closer to me. "What so your mad that I won't sleep with you and leave you to wake up alone?! That I care too much to leave and not think or give a crap about how much you cry?!" I frown shaking my head. He kisses me.

"Ri I love you. And I care." I wrap my arms around his neck hugging him. "I know..." He hugs me back. "Now come on babe. Anything. We can do anything." I pull back. "You can take me shopping. I won't buy anything I just like trying stuff on and you telling me how pretty I look." He hums. "Sure. Let me get dressed and I'll take you to you house to get some clothes to wear."

I nod kissing him. "I love you too Evan." He smiles stepping off and as I stand in my bra in his bedroom alone. I'm not sure what just happened but I'm thankful for it...at least somehow.

Sorry it's been awhile and this chapter is crap. 😬