"Hey, that'll be $17.58"
"Ok be right back I'll go get the money"
Josh stared blankly at him with pondering expression...
Trigger warnings
A/N: please know that I don't associate myself to this story whatsoever in fact this is an embarrassment to wh...
"Josh, josh no! Josh!" I say to myself screaming awake.
I look over on the other side of the bed and grip Josh's arm, he's so warm.
"Josh p-please wake up." I say shaking his arm a bit feeling my tears slide down my cheek and onto his arm.
He stirs a bit before his eyes flutter open and seeing me he immediately wakes up. "Tyler what's wrong? Are you okay?" He asks right away.
"There was just another nightmare, josh it was so bad." I say as choked sobs escape my mouth in between each word.
"Tyler sweetie come here." He says
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"Don't worry it was just a dream I'm here you're okay." Josh says before kissing my forehead.
I look up at him as I lay on his stomach, fisting with his hair. "Josh please don't ever leave me."
"I won't I love you too much Tyler." He says kissing me with his soft lips once again. "Hey don't we have dinner reservations tonight?" Josh looks at me with a smile.
"Oh yeah, blehhhhh do we have to goooo, I'm so comfyyyyy." I complain.
"Yes plus I made these reservations months ago and you deserve to be treated like a princess," josh says kissing my forehead with his warm lips, "speaking of if we're going out then, have you seen my wedding ring then?" Josh asks sitting up.
"No I haven't seen it, maybe it's on the nightstand?" I say propping myself up on my elbows.
"Nah I just chec- whoomp, there it is." He says picking it up from the dresser. "Hm, don't know what I'd do without this." He says smiling at me cupping me cheeks and giving me the thousandth kiss I've gotten today on my nose.
"What did I do to have such a perfect husband?" I ask josh.
"You don't." Josh looks at me.
And then I wake up. Practically already drenched in sweat.
I realize that I was dreaming, and then I just lose it. I just curl up into a ball and just let it all out, there's no one. No one else that will love or take care of me. Not that anyone cares anyway, I don't know how I would live without Brendon. I wish he was here. I wish that I wasn't sobbing into a crusty pillow in my crusty apartment, with no one to hold or comfort me, I wish I never met josh dun Because I'm too in love with him. And I wish I wasn't curled up into a ball freezing my ass off at 4:00 am crying over someone who doesn't love me crying because there's no point in living, crying because I can't live with myself.
