The Inner Critic [Completed]

Robot

I wish I was a robot with no feelings
I know I shouldn't wish that and instead deal with my dealings
But it's hard
My heart's just falling apart

You can turn me on and make me do your bidding
Oh. Who am I kidding?
Will I actually follow what you say?
Or will I go behind your back and make you pay?

Who knows what a robot can do behind its masters back?
Maybe, the master, attack?
But since I'm human, I wouldn't wish anyone ill will
Even my master, who created me out of a good type of metal, but still

I don't want to be a robot any day
Even when I don't want to feel my pain and make it go away
I'd rather be me, warts and all
Even if my feelings sometimes aren't what make me feel tall