The Inner Critic [Completed]

I am not okay (even though I look like I am)

Just because I look like I am okay
Doesn't mean I don't feel like it is a rainy day
Because sometimes my looks don't convey what I actually feel
And what I actually feel isn't always portrayed on my face, but it's still real

So, don't take it personally when I say I don't feel well
Because it is true, but it isn't always easy to tell
I feel the way I feel because of my disease
So, if you don't believe me, there's the door, and go there, please

I don't mean to be harsh, but it needs to be said
I sometimes am always in bed
And if you don't believe me, I am so sorry to hear
But it is the truth, and I am being very clear

So, please don't take it personally when I don't feel well
I am just telling you how I truly feel even if it's hard to tell
I am being honest, which is sometimes hard for me to be
So, be glad I am being honest to you, because sometimes, rarely, is that hard for me to be