The Inner Critic [Completed]

Someday....

Somedays, I wish upon a star
Someday, the wish goes very far
Somedays, I wish my body obeyed my every command
Somedays, I wish that I would relate to every song sung by a band

Somedays, I wish that my troubles would disappear
Somedays, my wishes are very clear
Somedays, I hurt too strong
Somedays, I hurt for so long

Somedays, I give up too fast
Somedays, I wish I wasn't the last
Somedays, I am too much of everything
Somedays, my emotions don't bring me joy like they should bring

But some emotions shouldn't bring joy, right?
I want to feel joy and, to that, hold on tight
But some emotions don't make people feel joy
Because all the emotions aren't a toy

Of course the emotions aren't a toy, you say?
Well, it might be obvious for some, but not for all humans that walk the earth today
So, someday, I'll feel everlasting joy that can't be beat
Someday, I'll feel joy as I walk down the street

But not today
Because today isn't the day I have in mind, and, for that day, I must pray
So, someday, I'll feel joy as I walk down the street
Someday will soon come and, on that day, joy can't be beat