What Is This Feeling? ( A Moana Fanfic)

I Forgive You

I Forgive You

Chapter 101 

Maui's POV

  God I feel like such an asshole. The way I treated Moana was completely uncalled for. I swear it was just of the heat of the moment that caused me to say the things that I did. What makes me feel the most shitty is the way that Moana looked at me, with complete and utter heartbreak. I took one of the most painful times in her life and just threw it in her face like it was nothing. I've been sitting outside of the bedroom door for an hour begging Moana to let me in, but haven't gotten a response. She's either ignoring me, fell asleep, or both. 

    I've also been trying not to cry, but I failed at doing so 45 minutes ago. I haven't felt this awful since I tried to... well... you know. I can't keep sitting outside of the door hovering over Moana tonight. It's obvious she's upset with me. As hard as it may be, I'll just have to wait for her to come to me. I scramble in the closet near the bedroom for a blanket, pull one out, and make my way to the couch. I lie down and stare at the ceiling. I know for a fact that sleep isn't going to come for me tonight. After all, I deserve to not sleep tonight. Why not torture myself with my dark thoughts....

  Flashback...

      Moana and I are on the boat. She was determined to make her away through the barriers, but instead caused us to have a rough ride and damaged my hook in the process. I kept yelling at her that without my hook, I was nothing because at the time, I truly believed that. I left behind an upset, terrified, and insecure Moana. I was the one who ruined her confidence and made her believe that ocean made the wrong decision in choosing her. 

     I span out of my flashback panting in a rage of sweat. Moana's standing over me with a concerned expression on her face. I was so into my flashback that I didn't even see her come into the living room. I look at her in shock. "After what I said to you earlier, I don't know how you could possibly even worry about me. I don't deserve your concern Moana. Hell, I don't even know if I deserve your love. You could do so much better than me." She lies down beside me and wraps my arms around her, kissing both of them tenderly. Then she looks up at me and stares into my soul. "Maui, while I am upset at you, that doesn't mean that I don't worry about you or that I don't love you. You do deserve my love. You're a wonderful person, husband, and father. We all say things we shouldn't and do things that we shouldn't do." 

     I do something completely unmanly, which is crying into Moana's shoulder, hiding my face so she can't see it. She strokes my hair, telling me to let it all out. It takes me a few minutes before I'm able to get myself together. When I do, I cup Moana's face gently and look at her with all the love in the world. "I'm so sorry Moana. I messed up big time. I don't expect you to forgive me right away, but I hope in time, we can put this behind us." She pulls me towards her and begins to kiss me. I look at her questionably at first, but slowly ease into the kiss. When we pull apart, she gives me a magical smile. "I forgive you Maui." I give a small smile. "Thank you Moana. I'm so happy to hear that. By the way, I love you." She wraps her arms around me and hugs me. "I love you too Maui."

Hoped that you guys liked this chapter! By the way, I'm home now so my updates should slowly be getting back to normal!  :) -Mary