G-Dragon One Shots (NC-17)

Secrets

GTOP(G-Dragon and TOP)

I couldn't do it anymore, my sanity was hanging by a thread. We have come to the end of filming this damn Secret Garden parody and my crush on Seunghyun was growing to dangerous levels.

He is 100% straight and it was during the filming of this I realized I was bi. I had to lock myself in the bathroom and jerk off after dressing like a girl for him. I was feeling so disgusted with myself that I even had these feelings for one of my bandmates. One of my best friends.

Then there was the time he unexpectedly licked my pinky during one of the moments we were filming. That night I was thankful I was alone as the others wanted to go get food, I feigned a headache just so I could masturbate and fuck myself with a dildo imagining it was my hyung.

I remember the jealousy that seethed in my gut when he had to kiss Seungri.

Now we had the sit up scene and our kissing scene to film and I was in a fowl mood. I snapped at everyone that tried to ask me if I was ok.

But as soon as it was action time I pushed the negative thoughts away the best I could and got into character.

I didnt know what to do when Seunghyun pulled me ontop of him and then flipped us over so he was on me. Did he just hump me? Fuck I cant do this. Thankfully he got to his feet rather quickly and I got up and walked over to get a drink.

We moved on to the final scene, the one was dreading most.

As soon as we got home I told them I had a headache and was going to lay down. I went to my room and shut the door not even bothering to turn on the light. I stripped down to my boxers and climbed into my bed covering my head with the covers.

I heard Youngbae say they were going to dinner and I mumbled an acknowledgement. I heard the door open and shut. I tried to take some deep breaths to fight the tears but I couldn't they fell down my cheeks like a waterfall.

Suddenly I heard a knock on my door and I gasped when I heard the deep voice.

"Ji, can I come in?" Seunghyun asked at the door.

I had half a mind to say no but instead I dried my eyes and face.

"Sure hyung," I said clearing my throat.

I sat up as he opened the door and stepped inside my room shutting the door behind him.

"Leave the light off please," I said when I saw him reach for the switch. There was plenty of light in my room thanks to my computer.

"Ji, what's wrong? You have been on an off mood ever since we started the parody" Seunghyun said walking towards my bed.

"It's nothing, I just don't feel well," I said trying my best to stay calm.

"Ji, im not buying it. Something is bothering you. You avoid me when we dont have a schedule and its only been getting worse." He said and I felt the bed shift as he sat down.

"Hyung...please...just leave it alone," I whispered not fighting the tears anymore.

I felt him reach out and touch me and I flinched.

"Im bisexual, ok" I looked at him tears soaking my cheeks. I wanted him to be disgusted and leave instead of staring into my soul with those piercing eyes.

"I figured," he said and I stopped crying.

"You know? How?" I said shocked

"Ive watched you masturbate while thinking about me," he said simply and I found it both disturbing and kind of erotic that he knew.

"It doesnt disturb me or gross me out, infact when I hear you purr my name during the throws of pleasure I find my own cock becoming rock hard," he had crawled behind me and was laying me back against his chest.

"Hyung..." I groaned as his fingers started teasing my nipples my cock already tenting my boxers.

"Let me see you jerk off, Ji" Seunghyun growled in to my ear and I moaned as I lifted my hips, removed my boxers and tossed them aside. I grasped my hardness and started slowly stroking my self.

"Hyung...oh...god.." I panted.

Seunghyun took hold of my wrist and stopped my hand pulling it away and then replaced it with his hand.

"fuck..." I gasped

I suddenly turned around and pressed my lips to his and he shoved his tounge into my mouth and growled.

"I wanna suck you hyung," I said blushing.

"Do you have lube Ji?" Seunghyun asked me and without question why I opened my bedside drawer took it out and handed to him.

"Lay down hyung," I said and he did, i made short work of his clothes admiring his beautiful body only until i leaned down and sucked his beautiful cock down my throat.

I felt Seunghyun lift my hips and move so I was laying on him with my hardness in his face. I moaned around him as I felt him start sucking my own aching member. I heard him open the bottle and felt some dripped on the ring of muscles to my entrance.

I was nervous about this but was to far gone past caring. I felt him slide a finger in and since I had already stretched myself out some it wasnt to bad.

I was to needy and desperate to deal with more foreplay.

"Hyung, please just fuck me. I want your cock in me so bad," i was almost in tears.

"Mmmm Ji I love hearing you beg," Seunghyun said as he helped move us so I was on my back. He applied lube to his length and my ass then i bit my lip as he slid length inside me.

"oh...god.." I panted in pleasure.

"Fuck...baby you are so tight," Seunghyun groaned.

"Hyung harder...please..." I pleaded and he bent me practically in half as he pounded into me hitting my prostate with every thrust.

I lost the ability to speak all I could do was squeal and whimper.

Seunghyun wrapped his hand around me at started stroking with his thrusts and before I knew it I was coming so hard I saw stars.

Seunghyun continued to thrust until with a deep animalistic growl he came inside me.

We layed in silence only briefly.

"Do you feel better?" Seunghyun asked me rolling on his side and wrapping his arm around me.

"Yes," I admitted.

"Good, I want my boyfriend happy?" Seunghyun said kissing me and my heart fluttered hearing those words.