This is going to be a collection of GD oneshots(Gay, Bisexual, and Straight) This is kinda going to be an idea section also, meaning I may use some of them in longer stories I will write later. WARNING: THIS IS ALL EROTICA so if you dont like sexual...
I watched with jealousy seeping through my body as TOP poured water on Daesung's neck and pretended to lick it off. I couldn't stand it. I wanted it to be me and not just for fanservice.
I only dated girls because I was tired of being alone. I couldnt have what I really wanted because, A: I was positive TOP was straight and B: If I were to be with who I truly wanted my career would be over and BIGBANG would become a memory.
I felt so lost and depressed. Youngbae would try and find out what was troubling me but I would shrug it off and screw a smile on my face.
"Nothing, just thinking is all," I would say.
The concert ended and the others all wanted to go to an afterparty. I said no I was going back to the hotel to shower and go to bed.
They all seemed disappointed, it was rare for me to turn down an afterparty. I watched them leave the venue towards whatever club they were going to and I got in a seperate car and was taken back to the hotel.
I stepped into the shower and sat down hugging my knees to my chest and started crying. I wanted to drown in my misery.
I wasnt a virgin with men, there were times when we were in other countries that I would sneak out late at night to a gay club and end up being fucked senseless against a sticky wall. The only problem was I was never able to finish. Id get soft because it wasnt who I wanted. The other guy was always able to get off though.
I repeatedly got myself tested for STDs being allergic to latex and spermicide left me little choice but to bareback it. My last tests came back clean and it was always a huge relief. I knew my going out for random hook ups was dangerous not only because I could get hurt but because my secret could get found out.
My members to this day don't know that I had gotten sexually assaulted the last time we were in America. I was able to get away before anything to horrible happened but it left me scarred mentally and I stopped going out.
When the hot water had run out I climbed out of the shower and dried off. I didnt even bother with clothes. I tossed the wet towel on the counter and left the bathroom leaving the light on and cracking the door so there was a soft light in the room. I had a headache.
I climbed under the covers and started to drift off when there was a sudden knock on my door. I groaned and got out of bed. Wrapping a sheet around me.
I opened the door and sighed. TOP was standing there surprisingly he didnt seem all that drunk. I let him come in and I threw myself back on to the bed on my stomach.
"What do you want hyung?" I mumbled.
"Just checking to see if you were actually here Ji," he said teasingly and I wasnt in the mood.
"Of course im here where else would I be?" I snapped at him.
"I dont know a gay bar maybe," he said and I sat up looking at him wide eyed.
"I know your secret Ji," he said softly.
"You followed me," i said accusingly.
"A couple times yes," he said.
I laid back down on my stomach and sighed.
"Fine, you know my secret, anything else?" I said grumpily.
"How come you dont sneak out anymore?" He asked.
"Because I almost got raped the last time, when we were in America," i said quietly.
"Are you ok?" He asked and I heard concern fill his voice.
"Yes im fine, im clean also. I get tested regularly, now if there is nothing else im tired," i said i was starting to get annoyed.
He didnt respond but I felt theh bed shift and suddenly he was hovering over me and he had removed his shirt.
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"Hyung what are you doing?" I gasped suddenly feeling his erection pressed against my ass.
"I want to fuck you Ji, I want you to be mine and noone elses, ive wanted you for as long as Ive known you," he whispered in my ear making me shiver.
"Hyung...I..." his lips were on my neck and I moaned.
He turned me over and locked his lips against mine sliding his tounge into my mouth. I wrapped my arms around him and he ripped the sheet away. He graspped my cock and started stroking it and I cried out as my legs parted. I watched him travel down my body and I sat up to see him swallow my hardness.
I pushed him off me only so I could lay on my side and we started 69ing. I felt two slick fingers enter me and I cried out at the sensation and I started fucking myself on his fingers.
"mmm Ji...you are such a slut," he growled and I only got hornier listening to him.
"Hyung...fuck...me please" i begged my sanity hanging on by a thread.
He laid on his back and I scrambled ontop if him and in one quick motion speared myself on his cock.
"Shit Ji," he gasped and I started bouncing myself up and down on him.
TOP stopped me so he could move me my hands and knees and he rentered me thrusting hard and deep hitting ny prostate with every pleasurable thrust.
He yanked me back by my hair till I was forced to kneel back against him. He clasped one hand over my mouth to muffle my screams and he reached around my waist to start stroking my erection.
"You like your hyung fucking you senseless dont you Ji," he growled as he nipped my neck.
"Mmmhmmm," was all I could get out as he still had his hand over my mouth.
My whimpers got louder and he knew I was close, his hand on my cock got faster and harder and soon my body tensed and I came hard in an explosion of colors.
After a few more thrusts TOP came inside me then he pulled out and we both collapsed. We cuddled together and just before I passed out I heard TOP speak softly.
"Remember Ji, you are mine now. Dont see anyone else." he said in my ear.
