G-Dragon One Shots (NC-17)

Crush

GBOM(GD/Park Bom)

I sat in the dressing room long after everyone else had packed their stuff and left. I sat at the makeup mirrors and stared at my reflection tears falling from my eyes. I knew it would hurt 2ne1 but I was seriously considering dropping out. I couldn't hide my depression anymore. Noone there understood my body dysphoria. They didnt know what they considered playful teasing about my eating habits only made me feel worse about myself. I would laugh with them until I could hide myself away and sob.

Then there was him, beautiful Kwon Jiyong. He was my ideal in every way. Being around him and only having him see me as an older sister made my heart hurt even worse. I was hopelessly in love with him and he would never know. Jiyong refused to date within YG and even if he did he was always flirty with Dara or CL and I could barely watch the them together without feeling intense jealousy stabbing into my chest.

Every YG family concert was the same. Id screw on a fake smile and play and dance and sing with all of them until they were all gone and I could let my anguish take over again.

I couldn't do it anymore, I dropped my head onto my arms and started to cry.

"Noona," Jiyong's voice sounded from behind me and I sat up quickly with a gasp.

"Jiyongie, what...I thought you guys left," I said hiding my face to wipe my tears.

"I forgot my phone, are you alright?" He asked stepping towards me when he saw the stray tears fall from my eyes.

Why did he have to be so damn gorgeous? Why couldn't my body stop responding to him everytime he was near me? Why couldn't my brain stop having inappropriate images of him smashing me into a wall and fucking me senseless?

I backed away from him before he could get much closer and walked over to my bags to start packing them.

"Im fine, just tired" I said and didnt look at him.

"You are a bad liar noona," He said leaning back against the counter.

I sighed heavily and in frustration knocked my bag over spilling its contents on the floor. Jiyong hurried over to my side to help me and he just had to pick a black lingerie piece that I had bought on a whim. I had never worn it because I wasnt confident. Plus I didn't really have anyone to wear it for.

"Noona what is this for?" He asked examing the leather and lacy fabric.

I snatched it out of his hands blushing and shoved it in the bag.

"Nothing really, it was an impulse buy I guess," i said softly.

"Are you having sex noona?" He asked me and I avoided his eyes.

"No im not, ive never even had a boyfriend," I said quickly

"Yeah im sure, TOP and you are probably all over each other when noone is around," he said with a laugh that quickly faded when he saw I wasnt smiling.

"Can you just find your phone and leave me alone please," i said exasperated.

"Noona, what's wrong? You can talk to me," he said sitting on the sofa.

"Im ugly," i whispered and sat on the sofa next to him.

"No you aren't, you're gorgeous," he said looking at me.

"Im also in love with someone who doesn't really know I exist more then just being one of the family." I continued sadly.

"Who?" He asked and he caught my eyes with his.

I had to take a great effort to tear my eyes away from his.

"Its...its not important," I said quietly standing back up from the couch.

"Try it on for me and ill give you an honest opinon," he said and I looked at him.

"Why?" I asked but bending down and pulling the outfit from my bag.

"I wanna see what it looks like, i am a guy so id be a good judge," he said with a slight laugh.

"Ok but dont you dare laugh at me," i said and walked into the bathroom to change.

When I walked back out I saw his jaw drop to the floor.

"Damn noona, you look incredible," he breathed.

"Thanks Jiyongie," I said sincerely.

"Noona, do you love me?" He suddenly asked and i stared at him seeing him advance towards me.

He moved fast and soon I found myself pressed back up against the wall with him pressing against me.

"I..." I tried to speak but couldn't get my brain to work properly.

His hands slid onto my hips and I looked up at him.

"I do...I know its not..." Before I could finish his lips were on mine and his tounge was demanding entrance into my mouth.

I melted against him as his hand dipped into my panties and found my clit that he rubbed a few times before sliding two of his long fingers inside me. It hurt because I was a virgin but the pleasure overthrew the pain and I shamelessly fucked myself on his fingers.

"Jiyongie...oh god..." I moaned

"Noona, i want you, ive wanted you as long as ive known you," he whispered in ny ear.

He picked me up by my waist and I wrapped my legs around him as he carried me back to the sofa. He quickly removed the lingerie I was wearing before kneeling between my legs and licking at my clit.

His fingers went up to my breasts where he teased my overly sensitive nipples.

"Jiyongie...im...." I shrieked and came

He lapped at me and I pulled on his arms and smashed my mouth against his licking the juices off his lips and tounge.

"Bommie...." he groaned as I removed his pants and boxers and wrapped my mouth around his cock.

I moaned around him as he slowly thrust in and out of my mouth.

I pulled away from him and he leaned down to speak in my ear.

"You want me to fuck you?" He asked and I shivered.

"Yes please Jiyongie," I whispered.

He pushed me back onto the sofa so I would lay back and he slid inside. It hurt for only a couple minutes but soon the pain subsided and I cried out.

"Oh god harder...." I pleaded and he snapped his hips with so much force I raked my nails down his back pulling a groan from his throat and he came inside me, sending me over the edge a third time.

Jiyong and I started dating after what happened in the dressing room. Everyone at the YG office said "it was about time"