It Hurts

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GD/Park Bom

Bom POV:

I could barely look at YG as we sat in his office trying to figure out the best way to handle the scandal that came out about me. He didnt outright blame me but I could see it in his face, just like I could see it in everyone's face. I had let everyone down and have caused what could be the end of 2ne1.

"We will do our best to make a statement on your behalf but I think it would be best if you went home and took some time off," he said finally.

I nodded unable to speak, if I did I knew I would break down again.

He dismissed me and I left the office. I didnt look at anyone as I passed them but I could feel their eyes on me.

It wasnt until I was safe inside the privacy of my house that I finally collapsed and started sobbing. It was only prescription anti depressants but I felt like a criminal.

I decided once my current contract with YG was over I would not be renewing it. I would be returning to the US where I can treat my emotional problems without the judgemental eyes of the people.

GD POV:

I hadnt seen or heard from Park Bom in a month. We all knew she was taking time off but it felt like she had completely disappeared. She didnt reach out to anyone, not even the other members of 2ne1.

After leaving work I decided to go to her house. It was dark inside except for the glow of the TV I could see through the front window. I knocked even though I had a feeling she wasnt going to answer. I wanted to talk her and offer my support. I had been through something similar not that long ago even though mine was far worse I was probably the only one that understood what she was going through.

I was surprised when the door opened and she stood there looking just as beautiful as always but so sad it made my heart ache.

"Hi Jiyongie," she said with a voice barely louder then a whisper. "What are you doing here?"

"I just wanted to come see how you were doing," I said.

She stepped back and let me inside  shutting the door behind me. I watched her go back to the sofa and sit down. She looked at me and I couldnt bare the heartbreaking look in her eyes.

"Im falling apart," she said as tears filled her eyes and started to spill down her cheeks

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"Im falling apart," she said as tears filled her eyes and started to spill down her cheeks.

Bom POV:

I looked at Jiyong still not able to get over how extremely gorgeous he was. One of the things I adored about him so much was his heart. He was so sweet and compassionate. Yes, I had a crush on him but I hid it knowing he didnt feel the same and only saw me as an older sister.

 Yes, I had a crush on him but I hid it knowing he didnt feel the same and only saw me as an older sister

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He sat down next to me and wrapped his arms around me. He smelled so incredible. I could feel the heat rising in my body and I broke away and scooted away from him slightly.

"It will be ok noona, remember I dealt with something similar and I bounced back from it," he said with a comforting smile.

"The difference is, the men in this country are not held to the same standards the women are. I dont think they will ever let me forget." I said glancing at the movie I had been watching.

"Im leaving, Jiyong," I said after we were silent for a few minutes.

He looked at me wide eyed.

"After my contract is over, Im not going to renew it. Im going back to the states." I continued.

"Noona, dont go. I dont want you to leave," he said and I saw the tears forming in his eyes.

"I have to, I cant live here. It hurts to much," I said dropping my face to my hands and sobbing.

"Noona, I know its bad now but things will get better. This scandal isnt the end of the world I promise. I know it feels like it. I know it probably better then anyone else," he said and he wrapped an arm around my shoulders.

"Its not just the scandal Jiyong," I whispered.

"What else?" he asked.

I didnt know if I should tell him. But then what would it hurt. I was leaving and wouldnt see him again.

"Im in love with you," I said not looking at him.

GD POV:

I was shocked when she told me that.  She avoided looking at me after she told me and I put my fingers under her chin and turned her face towards me. I kissed her suddenly and I felt her clutch my collar and she pulled me against her. I felt her twist her body and she straddled my lap.

"noona..." I whispered against her lips.

"Jiyongie, I want you so much I cant fight it anymore. I dont want to fight anymore. Take my pain away if only for a little while," she pleaded with me.

The need in her eyes and her pleading voice tugged at my heartstrings until I wrapped my right arm around her tightly my left hand traveling to her long locks and yanking her head back and I captured her lips in a heated kiss.

She broke it off to drop her kisses down my jaw to my neck as she quickly started unbuttoning my shirt. I slid my jacket off and slipped the shirt off after she had it unbuttoned. She slid of my lap to her knees and undid my belt and jeans and tugged them. I lifted my hips so she could pull them and my boxers to the ground and off.

Before I could even attempt to process a thought she had her mouth around my length and was bobbing her head up and down.

"Oh fuck noona," I groaned as she whimpered around me.

I grabbed her arms and pulled her to her feet and made short work of her own clothes and underwear. I got her to lay down and laid between her legs flicking my tounge against her clit.

She gasped and I felt her hand in my hair.

I slid two fingers inside her and she whimpered in pain. I moved my fingers slowly to help her get use to the sensation.

"Jiyongie...oh my god," she groaned and came suddenly her back arching off the couch.

"Jiyongie..." she moaned as she sat up and straddled my lap again spearing herself down on my hardness.

She cried out in a mix of pain and pleasure as she was fully penetraited for the first time.

Clutching my shoulders she started bouncing on my lap. I grabbed her hips my head falling back against the couch and I groaned wontonly.

She slid off me and grabbed my wrist pulling me up off the couch. She bent over the sofa and looked back at me.

I thrusted back inside her from behind her and she screamed in pleasure.

"Fuck me harder...." She begged me and i grabbed her hair pulling her back against me. I snapped my hips harder and she grabbed my wrists placing one on her breasts to tease her nipples and the other she placed on her clit.

She yelled and came hard which sent me over the edge.

We fell asleep holding each other on the couch and I convinced her to stay in Seoul.

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