G-Dragon One Shots (NC-17)

Give In To Me

GTOP

*AUTHOR'S NOTE:* This fanfic is going to have a reluctant GD at first. No TOP isnt going to rape him.

For 10+ years I watched him. He always thought he was so sly sneaking out and having sex with random men. I knew about the condoms he kept buying. I knew he wasn't using them with his endless string of "girlfriends." I definitely knew he wasnt using them with Seungri. The sheer thought of that brought a chuckle from my throat.

I would watch the two with endless pings of jealousy in my gut when they did fanservice. Even if I did know Seungri was a manwhore with the ladies. He enjoyed sex and was 100% straight. I hated watching him even pretend to be with My Jiyong.

Jiyong could hide from everyone if he wanted to but he couldnt hide from me. I knew he lusted for me. I remember one night when the whole dorm was asleep I was tossing and turning and decide to go out to watch TV when I heard sounds coming from Jiyong's room. They were muffled to some extent. I crept to his door and opened it and my jaw dropped. He was sitting at the computer watching one of my live performances of Big Boy and he was naked, head thrown back, eyes fixed to the screen, biting his bottom lip to stay quiet, and he was stroking himself. I still remember hearing moan my name as he came.

I could feel myself getting hard again just remembering the scenario.

Problem was Jiyong was very obviously ashamed of his sexuality. Despite him openly supporting it, the fact he was gay himself scared him. He dated girls for media purposes but he always looked miserable when the cameras were off. Trapped in a relationship that means nothing to him.

He was scared to pursue me I think because he thought I was straight and how desperately he wanted to not date with his group or work. However his feelings for me were getting even harder for him to hide now that my enlistment was coming up.

Jiyong's mood had gotten exceptionally dark recently. He was moody and snappy to pretty much everyone. He stopped sneaking out and stayed in his room most of the time when we didnt have a schedule to keep. He would screw on a smile that didnt reach his eyes for performances but as soon as the cameras were gone it would vanish.

One day when Youngbae, Daesung, Seungri were out on schedules I went and knocked on Jiyong's door. It was a warm day so I was just in my boxers.

"Come in Hyung," I heard him say I opened the door and saw him laying on his stomach also in boxers.

He turned his head and looked at me he had tears streaming down his face he quickly wiped them away.

"Ji, whats wrong?" I asked him concerned. It was rare for me to see him cry.

"Im going to miss you hyung," Jiyong said his voice quivering and fresh tears spilled out of his eyes.

I sighed and walked into his room and shut the door behind me. I walked over to the bed and sat down next him. I stroked his back and could feel the tension in it. I started massaging his back, shoulders, and neck. He let out some soft whimpers and I could feel my cock getting hard.

Before I could stop myself I leaned down and started kissing down the back of neck.

"Hyung, what are you doing," Jiyong asked me.

"I just want to make you feel better Ji," I said and I rolled him onto his back.

He sat up quickly and put his hands to my chest to stop me.

"Hyung stop," he said but I ignored him and kissed him hard on the lips  dropping them to the side of his neck. I could feel his pulse quicken under the skin of his flesh.