G-Dragon One Shots (NC-17)

Out Of Control

GTOP

It took a lot of convincing but finally my probation officer got the clearance to allow me to to Taipei to see Jiyong. He had to go with me but said he would make sure I could get time alone to see Jiyong. Jiyong and I hadn't seen each other since I enlisted even though we had talked on the phone a couple times since everything happened it wasn't the same as seeing him in the flesh.

As we made our way to the venue for Jiyong's final concert I found myself thinking about my sensitive beautiful leader. I had been in love with him for as long as I could remember and I think that's one of the reasons I made such a stupid choice. I wanted him so much and was depressed because I couldn't have him. There was a long list of other things but my feelings for Jiyong were a good portion of it.

When we got to the venue we ended up in a spot where I had a good view of him but not where he could see me. I didn't want Jiyong to see me until later. I watched in awe feeling myself fall even harder for him with every passing minute. It was going to make my decision even harder. I guess I could of just avoided this by calling him and telling him but I loved him to much to take the coward's way out.

When the concert ended we left immeaditly and went to the hotel Jiyong and now myself were staying at. Thanks to being surrounded by undercover officers and me being covered no one was any the wiser and my identity. Finding out Jiyong had dyed his hair again almost made my dick rock hard but I was able to keep it from happening. Jiyong with red hair had always been a kink. One of the officers had been able to get a copy to Jiyong's room from the desk with no questions and I was left there to wait until Jiyong returned and we had the chance to talk.

I hid in the closet knowing Jiyong's after concert routine really well I knew the best spot for me to be in would be in the closet. He would shower at the venue and then come here, tear his clothes off and collpase onto the bed to pass out.

At about 1am I heard the sound of his key entering the slot and took my spot to surprise him. I watched through the crack as he came inside. He turned on the bathroom light to give the room a soft glow before starting to undress. It was when he turned his back to the closet door that I quietly slipped up behind him and back hugged him.

"What the fuck?" He cried jumping almost out of his skin.

He spun around ready to defend himself when his jaw dropped in shock.

"S....Seunghyun?" He gasped and I saw his eyes starting to well up with tears.

No, I couldn't bare to see him cry. I looked away from him for a minute to give him the second he needed to swallow his emotions back down.

"Hi, Ji we need to talk," I said to him looking back to find the watery eyes were gone.

"What about?" He said taking a few steps away to sit on the bed.

"I'm not re signing with YG. I think its best for every one if I leave BIGBANG," I said.

"What? You're not serious are you?" He said and I could hear his voice shaking.

"I'm sorry Ji, but I dont want my presence hurting you all," I continued trying not to look at him.

"Dont be stupid, your absence is what hurts, hyung. You leaving is what's going to hurt. I can't barely stand us being separated now, do you really think I am going to handle you going away for good. How can you even think of doing this...why...." Jiyong was sobbing now, every ounce of strength he had used to keep himself together these past 4 months was rushing out of him with every tearful gasp. His heart was shattering into a million pieces right in front of my eyes and I couldn't stand it. I grabbed him and did the only thing I could think of.

I broke the kiss and Jiyong blinked at me a few more tears falling from his eyes and a few more shaky breaths.

"H...hyung," he said in a soft whimper before he slammed his lips back against mine. If felt like he was pushing into me so hard in attempt to get even closer to me. The black hood he wore slipped down and I grabbed onto that bright red hair tightly earning me a whimper from the smaller man against me.

Jiyong's body trembled as I slid my hands up his shirt to his chest and flicked my fingers against his nipples. The moan was enough to tell me his nipples were extremely sensitive. I removed our clothes in record speed before laying him on his bed and taking time to lavish my attention on each one of his constantly perky nubs leaving him writhing and whimpering beneath me. I could feel his cock hardening and I wrapped my hand around him and started stroking him.

"Hyung, hyung please." Ji said to me with pleading eyes.

"What Ji?" I asked him whispering in his ear and then nibbling his pierced lobe.

"Take me, make me yours. Please, I've needed you for so long." he said to me as he reached down and started stroking my own hardness and I growled.

I smiled and rolled him over and watched him push himself to his hands and knees.

I was new to this but learned enough from some porn that I was able to prep him and then slide inside of him without causing him much pain.

"Oh fuck Ji," I groaned as I started thrusting harder into him.

"Ohhh yes hyung," Ji cried out tossing his head back and I grabbed his red hair pulling back so his back was against my chest. I wrapped my arm around his waist and started fisting his hardness at the same quick pace I pounded into him. With a loud groan Jiyong came and I followed close behind him.

I helped clean up before snuggling into the bed with Jiyong. He rested his head on my chest and I rubbed his back in soothing circles.

"Please dont leave me hyung, I couldn't bare it," Jiyong whispered his voice was tired and still held hints of his sadness and pain.

"How could I after this, I'm sorry Jiyong. I did not mean to make you so upset. I wasnt thinking. I just thought it would make things easier," I said hugging him tighter against me.

"Hyung, we have been through difficult times before and so long as we stuck together we were able to get past them. This time will be no different," he said kissing me deeply before laying back down and shutting his eyes.

He dozed off quickly and I watched him sleep for a few minutes before stood and dressed making sure to leave him a see ya later note before heading to my own room.

I felt better than I had in months and knew no matter what, we would get through this and comeback on top.