Different Time

Chapter 35

Van POV

I'm currently out for a run to clear my head, I can't stay any longer with her or else I'm gonna go crazy. The plans that I had from the very beginning when I saw her are now ruined! Thanks theo 😒😒

It's going so smoothly then fuckin theo ruining it, keep asking unnecessary shit to her! After hearing those informations, the way I felt for her changed, what can I say I'm just a fuckin human being carrying all this unnecessary emotions.

That hate that I had for her are slowly fading away, and that can't be happening. She needs to feel all the pain I had before. But how could I even do that with all the informations that I got from her? How can I be such an asshole when everytime I see her my heart beat go crazy?

When my mom died sinisi ko sya, because of her I lost those precious moments that I could have spend with my mom rather than looking for her. Since then I was already thinking on how she can pay, for all that time that I've wasted just looking for her. How I can make her life a living hell, I all figured it out. But when I saw her all that plans, ideas suddenly fades away. I thought that feeling that I had for her was all gone and it was just replaced with anger. But No, Hell No!!! Crazy how love works 😒😒.

I thought I'm doing really well by just ignoring her, giving her a hard time. I was just going to continue doing those stuff, but last night I can't control my emtions. Especially when I saw her so vurnirable and sick. I felt pain in my heart seeing her like that. I already felt that pain before but it was in my dream.

In my dream I saw her lying down on the floor dying and the pain that I was experiencing then was unbelievable, I wanted to die with her, kung pwede lang ako  nalang yung nahihirapan kesa na makita syang nasasaktan. That's the exact  same emotions I had with her last night and this morning. Seeing her threw up and so weak pains me, she can't even fuckin eat! When I saw her creid earlier I felt like someon's ripping my heart out. I just want to take care of her I just want to hug her and kiss her and comfort her and tell her everything will be fine by tomorrow.

I'm scared , I am scared to fall inlove with her again. I will stop myself, I tried real hard to stop myself and I'm going to make sure to eliminate this emotions that I have for her.

Leila POV

I woke up feeling a lot better that's why I decided to fix myself and leave his place. He left a note saying na he's just going for a run, kaya nagmadali akong nag ayus tsaka kumain 😅😅 nagutum kasi ako. Ikaw ba naman isuka lahat lahat pati ata intestine ko gustong sumama. Medyo masakit padin ang ulo ko pero isang paracetamol lang to for sure tanggal na to.

Nung nasuot ko na yung dress at rubber shoes ko at nahanap ko na ang bag ko. I decided na maglinis linis ng onti sa kwarto ni Tristan tsaka mag hugas ng pinggan. Matapos kong mag ayos ayos chineck ko cellphone ko at tad tad ito ng misscalls from my friends and text from them. Tristan probablly told ash na I'm here sa place nya and having a really bad hang over, kasi puro I will visit you after work and take care of you text nila Jhea at Ash.

Aba walang hang over ang dalawa? Tibay din nila off to work na agad sila the next day. Sila vhea luna nina and yheng naman text ng text siguro sinabi ni ash sa lahat kalagayan ko. Na gagalit yung apat kasi hindi ako nag rereply, at hindi ako makapag reply sa kanila ngayon kasi wala din akong load 😅. Hinihintay ko nalang si Tristan then aalis nako, gusto ko naman mag pasalamat ng maayos before ako umalis. He was so good to me.

Blag!

Oh speaking of sya na ata yun kaya lumabas nako ng kwarto nya at pumunta sa living area .

Me: oh bat basang basa ka?

Van: it was raining

Me: magpalit kana ng damit mo baka mamaya mag kasakit kapa.