Noah walks me down silently to the hospital. I can see my parents waiting and pacing in the room. He bends down and gives me a kiss goodbye.
I walk in and dad runs up to me and gives me a tight hug. I wheeze he is so Strong . I think he just winded me. "sorry" he mutters into my ear. My mum tightly pulls me over to her and pulls me into a hug. she kisses me softly on the forehead before dad picks me up and lays me down comfortably on the bed. They pull up two chairs next to my bed. Dad firmly holds my hand, I am actually quite scarred he might cut off the blood flow, meanwhile Mum rubs my head. I feel my eyes getting very heavy. I roll over to an even comfier position and go to sleep.
I wake up to dad screaming at the doctors they mention a choice between kemo and an operation.
I leap up out of bed "what?" I yawn still drowsy from sleep. "op or kemo?" Dad asks looking worried. "operation it will be over quicker, plus last time I picked kemo and it came back!" dad has tears in his eyes I know this must be stressful for him.
I go out for a walk at two in the afternoon. I hear the loud roar of cars and the banging sound of bullets. I see dauntless with red armbands on quickly surround me. Shit, one of the men who I know test is wearing grey holds a gun to my back. I can't identify them, they all have balaclavas on. "who are you and what do you want with me?" I demand fiercely. "stop talking or we will shoot" as if I am scarred. "you wont shoot because i'm the only person hear with a gun on me therefore you need ME for something" another man wearing blue appears he smiles "you are exactingly like your mother" I stare at the guy for a second longer could it be him. Mum mentioned she had a brother that moved to erudite from abnegation. Traitor. I see a tall man wearing black head up to the window I can't see his face, then I realize It must be dad because he face is red and blotchy from crying. His face turns from worry to anger as he sees the man wearing blue. His eyes widen when he looks at me. He begins to panic. He runs towards me. "stop or I will shoot" says the man wearing grey. "why? what have I ever done to you?!?" The man pulls of his balaclava. I do a double take. MARCUS.
My own grandad is trying to kill me to get to dad. He won't have to if I don't have that operation.
"Dad, I c-c-cant breat-" I collapse. "MADDI! MADDI! STAY AWAKE MADSI! PLEASE I CAN'T LOSE YOU!" I try to block his voice out and concentrate on breathing. Darkness...
