It has been another day and I can't do this! I'm a shit father! I can't raise a kid by myself. I don't know how, i'll just fuck it up like I do to everything.
I cuddle Harry tightly In my arms.
"CHARLIE!" I hear Quinn scream my name from the corridor.
"SHUT UP HARRY'S SLEEPING!" I shout as reply covering Harry's ears.
"Bobbi is alive, she was just in your house and scared the shit out of me!" he says quickly.
"Are you mocking me? was that down sort of sick joke? I watched her I saw her breaths leave her! resurgence serum was banned, how would she be here? huh?! no, exactly she isn't so shut your mouth and leave!" I say closing the door to Tris' apartment.
"But she's alive" he says from outside the door.
"Stop! this isn't funny!" I warn.
I put earphones in my ears and listen to some music.
I rock Harry gently in my arms.
I yawn but I'm not even going to try to go to sleep, I will literally just wake from a nightmare into another nightmare!
I walk to the canteen and get some coffee.
I hold Harry in one hand and go sit in a tree with him in my arms as the sky darkens.
Harry wake up and giggles looking around.
He stands up on my knees my hands clamped around him so he so he doesn't fall, even though it is literally about a metre above the ground so I can step down and he won't get badly hurt as I can easily catch him from this height.
He puts his hands on my head and taps in like a drum laughing.
I plant a kiss on his forehead and laugh putting my hand around him, drawing him closer to me, sitting him down on my Lap again.
A signal leaf blows down in front of our faces and Harry reaches his hand out to catch it.
He giggles when he catches it and smiles a gummy smile hanging the leaf to me.
I hug him.
"Thank you Harry" I say kissing the too of his head and putting the leaf into my pocket.
I walk back to out house and see the light on. I open my door and see everyone inside.
I see her. Bobbi lying under the covers of our bed.
That's how I know I'm dreaming.
I ignore everyone and put Harry into his bed.
He begins to cry.
I yawn and pick him up again sitting down in a chair.
I pat his back and rock him until he falls asleep. I carefully put him back into his cot so I don't wake him. I have a coffee and still see Bobbi.
I pinch my arm to make sure I'm not dreaming.
Why aren't I waking up? I should be waking up right now!
Is this actually happening or am I going crazy? is she actually there?
She isn't, she can't be there, I'm going insane. Is everyone even here? was Quinn telling me the truth?!
Holy shit.
My heart rate picks up and I begin to panic slightly.
She jumps up out of bed and runs towards me with open arms.
I hug her tightly and feel tears cloud my vision.
"You died" I squeak.
"Technically" she says biting her lip.
"Am I going insane or dreaming?" I ask stepping away from Bobbi.
"Neither" Alec says.
"I'm so confused! why are you all in my house? how did Bobbi survive? when did she get back? how come you all know? did she even die in the first place?!" I shout
"We are here because you've been moping in our houses for the past three months!" Mark says crossing his arms.
"Wait what?! three months?" Bobbi asks confused.
"That's how long you've supposedly been dead" I say annoyed.
"Wait one second" she says angrily walking out.
I follow her quickly and shut the door behind me.
She walks into the pit straight into the tattoo parlour.
I see her pin a dark hoard boy up against the wall and watch her tell at him.
I move closer towards the door to listen in.
"THREE MONTHS! YOU DIDNT THINK TO SLIP IN IT WAS THREE MONTHS SINCE YOU FOUND ME?! HUH?" she shouts.
"It's wasn't three months it was a day, Jesus, your a proper socio!" He screams at her.
"Wait what?! if I wasn't with you then where the hell was I?!" she asks snappily.
"Erudite?" he asks shrugging.
"Why would it take three months for them to configure a serum that has already been made?" she asks annoyed.
"I don't know!" he shouts.
"Guys what are you on about? hey wait, didn't you die?" tori asks her raising a brow.
"Clearly not, she's standing right in front of you!" the boy says to tori.
Tori shrugs and walks off.
Bobbi drops the boy.
She holds her head probably having a headache.
"What the hell is going on?!" I ask walking in.
"A question I would currently love to know the answer to!" Bob says angrily.
"Who are you?" The boy asks.
"Meet Charlie, charlie meet George" bobbi says sounding pissed off.
"Why are you so angry?!" George asks rolling his eyes.
"Because I'm beyond confused!" She says annoyed.
"Bobbi we are all confused! You've been gone for three months. Now you show up and say hi, what's going on?" I ask angrily.
"I don't know that's why I'm confused!" She says angrily making me laugh, she's so adorable when she's angry.
I'd be lying if I said I wasn't worried about her right now.
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SO SORRY IVE BEEN AWAY SO LONG... IVE BEEN SO STUCK ON WHAT TO WRITE OR WHICH STORIES TO CONTINUE SO HERES A SMALL UPDATE AND I'LL HOPEFULLY CLICK WHERE TO GO SOON!! THANKS FOR WAITING X
