I burst through the doors earning glares from people trying to sleep.
"WHERE'S EVELYN?" I scream.
"You can't go in there!" a guy says blocking my way to the door.
I pull out my gun and load the barrel somehow when I aim it at him it tempts him to move.
I open Evelyn's door and dot see Harry.
"Was Marcus lying to me when he said you have Harry or was he in fact creating a diversion?" I ask breathing heavily from running.
"I think, he might have been creating a diversion" she says directing me out the door as she looks at papers.
"For fuck sake!" I mutter.
I run out of breath back into the abnegation headquarters and up the stairs only to see Marcus had gone, typical!
I run down the hilly alley to his house and push open the door.
"MARCUS YOU FUCKING LIAR! WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU!?" I shout hearing Harry's cry.
"Harry" I whimper running into the lounge from the direction of the scream.
I see Marcus shouting at Harry and he hits him. I fire the gun at his foot and drop it running towards Harry and catching him just before Marcus drops him.
"Thank god" I say kissing his forehead.
An erudite walks down the stairs plucks Harry from my grasp as two others form behind me and hold me back from fighting.
I hear gun shots and feel blinding pain towards my stomach.
I scream In frustration.
"HARRY" I scream one last time before the Erudite guards throw me backwards outside the door with force.
I hear the door bolt and really lose my temper.
"Bobbi!" I hear a voice shout and storing arms place me to the ground as I fall from the two erudites throwing me.
My hands shake from the cold as I clutch my bleeding chest.
"They got him, they took Harry from me" I mutter.
"Try to calm down" Andrew says trying to hand me a jacket.
"No, I'm fine" I say pushing his jacket back at him.
"Bobbi!" I hear Charlie shout panicked as abnegation swarm around me.
He sprints besides me and grabs me hand tightly.
"Bobbi!" mum shouts hugging grandad.
Charlie holds on my hand grows stronger reminding me he's there.
"We can do something to prevent this right?" Charlie asks panicked.
"I mean, we brought you back from the dead before" he says.
"Charlie we can't, they banned the fucking serum!" granddad shouts clenching his hands into fists.
"We have to try, we can't let her die!" Charlie says panicking and crying silently.
"Charlie SHH, I love you" I whisper.
"I love you too bobs" he says rubbing my cheek.
I wince as pain attacks my stomach.
"Bobbi, it's going to be fine, we will get you to erudite soon enough" Charlie says reassuring himself more than me.
I know this is to good to end well.
"The erudite, they took Harry from me and shot me, get him back and protect him with your life, don't feel bad to love anyone else, I will be happy for you when you find someone else. morn me for no longer than a day! I mean it Charlie, find someone else! love them to pieces! don't spent forever wishing for an impossible love" I say clutching his hand.
"Bobbi please don't talk like that, we will get through this, we always do, I mean seriously we have had situations like this too many times this year!" he says cracking a tiny smile as tears stream down his face.
"Charlie stop, I'm sorry but we aren't getting though this, Charlie I'm dying and we can't stop it" I say voice breaking.
"We will find a way to stabilise you" he tries.
"Charlie, just stop please" I say putting a lot more pressure in his hand as the pain gets worse.
Bobs here, your shaking" he says placing his fuzzy warm leather jacket on top of me like a blanket.
I shake more violently as I start to feel icy meanwhile the pain increases.
Mum kisses my forehead and holds my hand whilst grandad has a hand on mums shoulder.
I wince as the pain becomes unbearable and let out a small cry in pain.
"Bobbi, help will be here soon" mum reassures herself and Charlie.
"Be brave Bobbi" granddad says to me quietly as we both look gravely into each other's eyes.
I laugh.
"Ironic right? I was raised on that saying yet in my final moments that is in the back of my mind and I am scared shitless" I say letting go of mum and Charlie's hands again.
I clutch my tummy with my hands and a signal tear rolls down my eyes.
"What's going on?" I hear dad shout from a little distance.
"What's happened?" I hear mark ask.
"Please say it's not Harry" I hear Alec beg.
"Nope, it's not Harry" I say laughing halfheartedly.
Two seconds later dad and the twins are by my side.
"Can you please all just leave? Please! I feel so weak and fucking shitty, I'm about to die and an currently in hell: defenceless and weak, like a fucking coward scared as my family cry around me, please just let me go quietly" I say tears falling from my eyes as it dawns on me my future is lost, no more Charlie, no more hugs with Harry, I won be there to see my own son grow up, ever! And I can't change that!
"Never tell Harry about this! let him believe whoever the hell you end up being happy with be his mother, don't tell him about me, don't cause yourself more pain" I say to Charlie.
Charlie shakes his head.
"No bobs, please stay awake" he begs whimpering from heavy sobs wracking his body.
I feel the grass beneath my fingers and breath in the smell of clean air and grass.
I look up to the stars, like when me and the twins would just go lie outside when we were kids.
I see mark and Alec either side of me almost silent as we all look up.
"Pegasus" mark says pointing up.
"I remember that from when we were little" Alex says.
"So do I" I say hearing the blare of an ambulance.
It makes me panic again by I stay looking up at the stars, I stay focused on those stars as pain consumes me, the darkness consumes the edges of my vision.
I take the hands of both my bothers as I feel myself slipping.
tears slide down my face again as I am unable to see any longer.
I feel a huge jolt to my chest then-
