2-27-17
So what a fucking week
I can't even talk about all of it tbh, for reasons of privacy and shit. Maybe down the line, I'll make some ranty book full of truth yet I feel like the only way I can do it all is through rapping. I should make a book for my raps on here. I don't think Wattpad has enough of that, and I mean hey. I've been noticing my own progressing in rapping, I might be at a place where I'm not total cringe. That connection I've got with it is important.
Today was full of anxiety, and pen on my arms. Fine times. Also made a life size toothbrush for my art class. Fluorescent orange/pink. It was wild. (The looks I got just carrying that bitch down the hallway my god)
Also aren't freckles nice? I think freckles are nice. I really have a thing for freckles. Thanks destany.
So guess what sleep deprived motherfucker went to sleep early last night? Randy!! Yet I looked in the mirror this morning and had the worst fucking dark circles. Legit looked like I got into a gang fight. It was bad.
Have a trump meme! 😎 I'm trash 😎
Oh yeah!! I got a bitmoji! I feel so late to that party but like fuck it, man. I didn't even fully want it but it enhances the experience of snapchat. Gotta do what you gotta do.
Still vibing to Starboy. I'll let that obsession live until it dies. Or something else comes my way.
THE NEW WHILE SHE SLEEPS TRACK WITH OLI SYKES UGHHHHH HES SO BEAUTIFUL FUCK I MISS HIS SEMPITERNAL VOCALS.
I am a wreck, in all ways possible.
Hahahah did I tell you I forgot I existed? Legit stood at a restaurant, with my friend, and the waitress said she'll help us in a minute and I totally forgot I was living it and not just seeing it. Goddamn. That was weird. That's essentially how my week has been and then my mindset got darker and shit because of some events although overall I was sort of high on new music, people, sleep deprivation, and good weather. It snowed today. Today wasn't a good day tbh although I cleaned, worked out, showered, wrote a rap (with a chorus! I'm on a fucking roll), and sort of made my bed. So yay me.
Black coffee is my friend. It resonates with the bitterness in my soul, if I do say so myself.
420BlazeIt
^word count bros 👌🌚
I feel like that's it haha I'm so inconsistent updating this 💩
- Randy
(Recent emoji thing (almost forgot): 😎🤘🦄🌚)
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Randomcover credit goes to @revengeavenue they're wonderful ily here's just the load of bullshit known as my life enjoy and read at your own risk lmao