12-28-17
I'm burning incense, I wrote a couple of poems and could even keep going. I'm drinking Irish Breakfast tea with milk and sugar, vibey lights are on and life is goddamn cool at the moment.I'm feeling inspired.
Also I wanted to talk about Christmas shit as well. I haven't seen my dad yet but he got my sister and I an Xbox one, and we've wanted an Xbox in general for awhile but knew it'd be a little pricey so we never asked but this year we said fuck it and I expected a 360 but he talked to my little cousin who's passion is gaming (hands down. Heart made of gold though. Just a little bit spoiled, but it doesn't ruin him really) and he probably told my dad everything he needs to know bc he's a dad and he really didn't know what he was doing. But that'll be cool bc that means I can finally play the sims 4 which I mean. I grew up on sims and have wanted the sims 4 for sooo long (never had anything past the sims 2 which I played on ps2 and it gets boring bc you can't expand on anything. Eventually it's almost like you beat the game. There's nothing to work towards. But the sims 4 is so detailed and finished out and depthy it's always fascinated me) it's almost insane to think I'm so close to having it. I really can't process it.
My boyfriend got me some audio recording shit because he's honestly the shit and I'm using his laptop for it and it's gonna be crazy. Like I got to download a bunch of sound sets onto the computer for the program, I can plug in other instruments into this little box that connects to the computer (if you have my insta or snap, I'll be posting about everything once I get it all together) and then I have a really good mic and mic stand, with some lit headphones so fuck yeah. Idek. I can't believe he even did this tbh. He told me he'd do it even if we had broken up bc he believes in me.
I spent a lot of my money on other people but it's worth it and I feel good about it but I did buy Misti and I matching nirvana shirts bc that's just something that needed to be done. We needed nirvana shirts and we needed to twin and Spencer's had the second tee shirt half off so like. Fate decided it.
My sisters girlfriend got me an incense burner and some incense (showed me this crazy ass vibey store called Rockin Rudys not far from me and I think I fell in love. I had to be quick last time I went in there and my bf bought something too bc yee but next time we go there, I'll have to Snapchat it or some shit) and also this really dope poster. My sister is supposed to order me a tapestry soon which will be a vibe.
Misti got me this dope ass lava lamp with glitter in it (honestly my favorite thing) and a fake plastic wine bottle full of candy.
I bought myself a hoodie that I discovered later has a low chance of actually fitting me so that's fucking nice 😂 but I also ordered a couple eyeshadow palettes that might be here tomorrow 👀 ive had the same eyeshadow palette (aside from getting a palette for a darker black but it consisted of a five color ombré from white to black) for years now and I've never had super crazy colors or whatever. So I'm fucking excited.
Aight I think it's time for some photos bc that was ranty as helllll
^^^ Amazon comment on that hoodie, thought it was funny
Aight I think that's it. Imma try to find some new music and probably scroll through Pinterest ✌️✌️✨
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Randomcover credit goes to @revengeavenue they're wonderful ily here's just the load of bullshit known as my life enjoy and read at your own risk lmao