Mess / Rant

Ostriches, Black Hair Throwback, New Playlists, and Dogs

1-1-17

Idk I don't have much to say but new year, so I felt like updating this. I just updated poetry and got off the phone with an Internet friend. God I love the Internet, and meeting people through it. Him and I had a highly relevant conversation on ostriches and specifically classified them into social classes. We're fucking wild, let me tell you.

Sometimes writing from another perspective, I wonder if these people exist and if the specifics I give them are true, that somewhere these souls really do have faces and the stories aren't just for literature purposes. I'd feel like a stalker if I ever met them though and had to like tell them that years prior I predicted their existence.

Also seriously 6months ago was so different?? Memory books haunt me in cringe and ugh. Also really nostalgic for my black hair. Lowkey might go back in February and let my red/purple box of dye just wait bc ugh. Plus when I first dyed it black (with lime green underneath (miss that shit wow)), it was February, so black hair anniversary.

I love this hour my sleep schedule is fucked though, but tbh I'm surprised I'm updating two of my books tonight. That Internet friend has been a pick me up lately bc we just get lost in conversation and it's such a good distraction for the both of us.

Also guess who has a fourth of a book to read tomorrow? Randy! Lmao procrastination is an abyss I cannot escape send help

New playlists today for my alternative music and my rap/trap stuff. I'm so satisfied with it, because I needed to start over and not have an music lap into other playlists. I needed new music and just that, no adding old music bc it's a classic and I love it. That got old. It was almost dangerous. Like seriously if it would've went on, I could've easily started hating my MGK music bc of overplay and I probably could've died a little inside bc I love him so much.
(Their titles are:
City Soundtrack: Alternative Edition!
City Soundtrack: Profanity and Vibe Edition!)

I need a dog that I click with, I think it'd help me so much with not feeling alone. My brothers dog is here for awhile and I don't even know why but I don't care bc I'm in love. She's soooo cute. She's part blue heeler (love them), I can tell, but idk what else but her eyes are the prettiest and she's just ugh. I love her.

This was rantier than I expected.

Oops.

Happy 2017.