10-17-17 It's been a hot minute. Shit got busy, life hit the fan, days went slow, and freetime is little. It's all devoted to him. And somehow it drains me so hard.
You said I was afraid to be alone, but I heard the jealousy talking for you. And darling, if you think this isn't alone, I don't know how to make you see. Road is lonely.
I've got a four day weekend and it's much needed.
Wishing I could just float away from social contact for a minute. Sick of influence and sick of people. Stupid people. People talking shit till they've got a gun in some kids backpack. People laughing across the room. People who base their best friendships on how cool somebody is, people who only need you when you have something, people who take the pieces of you that they like without knowing what it took to call that shit yours. People too dumb to watch their words after knowing it hurts. I could go on forever, and yet, it contradicts because I've taken an obsession to human dynamics. I love what I hate.
I've been so conflicted.
You've had me tripping for 8 months and I'm trying to come down, learn to live without, but you won't let it. No you won't let it.
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^memes and aesthetic vibes
Oh I cut my hair?? Yeah it was kinda spontaneous but not really at the same time. I've been wanting it on and off for a few months now but didn't think I'd do it and so one night I just said fuck it and I cut it and i actually really love it. Like I'm surprised by how much I ended up liking it.
Fuck these hoes
We were going into town pump and this random dude walks up to us and asks if we want a goose since he's traveling and can't cook or eat it?? So we get this dead goose bc obviously we said yes. Like naturally. And we had no idea how to prepare it and like gut it and everything so we looked it up and then realized we probably didn't have what we needed and it'd take 17 years so we decided that we're gonna get it taxidermy-ed (English 👌) with open wings. Soo fuck yeah.
Life // Darci Save Me // 12AM Devil May Cry // The Weeknd - 😝 deuces
