I went back and read my old updates in this and wow they used to be short and kinda cool xD since when did I have everything to fucking say lmao
So I do this thing on tumblr, when I reblog shit I'll put the month and the year, in the tags. I usually forget but I've been more on top of it lately. I just like the idea of looking at it collectively. I loveee going through my tumblr bc of the vibe it gives overall. So I'm considering starting boards on Pinterest for my favorite photos every month. I love photography so much it's crazy.
Life's been pretty shit no lie. I'd tell you I'll fix it but I'm not so sure. I just started working on a rap though and I love what I do. I guess I've been a little just up in my head, and I don't see it going away. I start to just want to be alone, in fact I haven't really messaged anybody now that I'm in town (w my dad), which is weird. Bc I know I've got people tryna kick it, whether they wanna use me or not. I'm just. Fucking sad.
7-3-17
It's my grandmas birthday lol
We just got back from camping and Misti spent the whole weekend with us, which was fucking lit. I washed my hair in the lake and we found her old shit tree. We also went to an old dredge for mining and that shit was cool af.
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I did my makeup and shit and it actually looks good and I'm gonna try to lose a little weight again, and so I'm just feeling like myself rn. Little shakey but not bad.
I'm really hoping I can write something soon. Camping helped me a bit mentally. In fact I had a bunch more written here that was quite depressive but I just deleted it all bc fuck it.
God I love 6LACK. like. Fuck. It's one of those that I don't just binge all their music at once bc i need to slowly progress and enjoy the songs slowly. But I just found one from my pandora and I'm so obsessed. I just related so hard, I felt every lyric. Music is cool shit.
(The song was Worst Luck in case you're interested lmao)
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^new lock screen and home screen 🤘 bc I like to share some cool photography and shit here.
I'm realizing I'm a pretty passionate person. Like I may not give a fuck about a lot and I can be a bitter and cold asshole, but at the end of the day, I know what I love, and I try to spread that shit. And I think that's what makes me an artist. Thats what makes up the pieces of me I'm sort of obsessed with. I'm never finished exploring myself.
Feeling oddly refreshed
Keep vibing + fuck the world
Phoenix // A$AP ROCKY 100 Letters // Halsey Beamer Boy // Lil Peep Find Me // XXXTENTACION Red Roses // Lil Skies x Landon Cube
