7-9-17
So I had the craziest night the other night woowww I'll probably be posting a rant/rundown on that to my poetry book soon, or whenever I finish it but essentially I went into a city with my homies and good things happened. Didn't get any sleep that night. Have some photos.We tried to decipher graffiti but we pretty much decided that shit wasn't English. 😂
The only real meal I've had today is a salad with no dressing. Then like nine bacon crackers. And a little bit of chocolate. But yeah. Fuck that.
I just wrote a really good song to a type beat and I'm ridiculously proud of it so I felt the need to rant on it. The first few seconds of the beat was one that I got a vibe about. When I write to type beats I get some that just fit my idea of good music and I know I can work with it like easy. And this song just made me love what I do a thousand times more. I've been trying to write raps all day but the rhythm wasn't any good, but this was like the success for all of my trials and errors with writing lately. Music fulfills me like nothing else, and it's probably the only thing that actually makes me cry bc I'm so in love with it lmao I like the challenge of it. Especially since I don't/can't make my own beats rn. I get to take somebody's musical talent and work with it and teach myself how to create rhythms and it's so free. Nobody tells you how to make music, because if you love it and believe in it enough, that's 80% of it. It doesn't have to be stereotypically good or "right". Do what you love and don't stop.
I think I have a rap thing I never posted and then there's one I was working on the other day. So I've got some lyric$$ to posttt😂
Funny you getting used, for your connections, and I'd still kick with you without all of that shit. And yet I'm the message you don't reply to. Have fun with these fake niggas though, and I'm not one who can judge but I ain't need that. By the time you see that I was always real with you, maybe I'll swallow sympathy and smile at the revenge. Maybe you'll always have a skewed vision of me, but I don't think you ever saw me clearly.
I fucking love 6LACK. like. No words. I'm so in love. Good shit 👌
- Randy ☺️ 😸
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Randomcover credit goes to @revengeavenue they're wonderful ily here's just the load of bullshit known as my life enjoy and read at your own risk lmao