Synthetic (Song)

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My life is synthetic

Because my real one is hectic

The person you know is not real

Because the way I look is not how I feel


These are not true memories

They are just a copy of a copy

I am only remembering remembering

There is no label to my grieving

Unidentified tears continue to stream

The reasons only show in my dreams


My life is synthetic

Because my real one is hectic

The person you know is not real

Because the way I look is not how I feel


My birth mother's memory is now

Just a nameless shadow

Her memory has been erased

And it has been replaced

It is not that I do not love her

It is just that I can not remember


My life is synthetic

Because my real one is hectic

The person you know is not real

Because the way I look is not how I feel


All of my life I have been trying

Telling myself to just keep going

Though it is hard, I will keep fighting

It is hard to smile when you feel like dying

People tell me to just keep swimming

I know everything will be okay if I just keep breathing


My life is synthetic

Because my real one is hectic

The person you know is not real

Because the way I look is not how I feel

How am I supposed to feel?

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