Vulnerable (Poem)

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We are gonna need a new theme song

I knew it would not be long

Before you left me screaming

Yet somehow still believing

That you loved me back

Instead, you tried to give me a heart attack

You are ruining your health

With every fucking breath

And when I bothered to speak

You rejected every wise word I spoke

I hate your fucking guts

Yet somehow I am still in love

My fragile heart

Was torn apart

By your pretty little hands

And now I just can't understand

Why it still beats for you

I stitched together my messed up heart

Only for it to fall apart

Singing Kat Dahila

And stress eating donuts

Not caring about my fat body

Until I met somebody

To love me like you never did

To repair my broken heart within

My heart still can't beat for someone new

Because it has only ever fallen in love with you

But now it's gone

And I'm trying to move on

With a pretty girl at my side

And cuts digging deep into my thighs

Cuts that are loved by someone

Whom I am now happily leaning on

Whom I can't love back

Who saved me from a heart attack

That you tried to make

With a single mistake

I made when I bothered to speak

About the drugs that made you weak

But now, my heart beats again

In sync with my logical brain

This time, I will never let anybody in

To my fragile heart within

I've stitched myself together

And I hope to never, ever

Be vulnerable again.

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