SyntheticHeart's Poems and Songs

What is it? (Song)

I honestly do love you

I only want the best for you

But you are hurting yourself

And you are not saving yourself

Tell me, what is it darling

That you want me to be doing?

Please put away the razor

Try not to give in to peer pressure

I don't want to hurt you

I only want to guide you

Tell me, what is it darling

That you want me to be doing?

But you are putting up such a fight

Leaving me questioning if saving you is right

Because clearly, you don't want my feedback

But you are giving me a heart attack

Tell me, what is it darling

That you want me to be doing?

With every cut you make

And every drug you take

What the hell am I supposed to do?

I am tearing myself apart in love with you

Tell me, what is it darling

That you want me to be doing?

I seek advice from social media

And everyone claims that is what is best for you

But as you struggle my heart concedes

My eyes cry and my cuts bleed

Tell me, what is it darling

That you want me to be doing?

Is this pain truly worth the sacrifices I made?

I am trying so hard to give reason to stay

I need to know what it is you want from me

So that I can see

What it is that I am doing to you

That is harming or wronging you.