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Here are some of the poems and songs I wrote! There is a story behind each and every one of these poems and songs, and I want to share them with the world. Thank you for reading! Note: On May 10, 2019, many works were removed from this collection du...

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Not Again (Poem)

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by SyntheticHeart

by SyntheticHeart

                                    
                                              Now my art is full of red

                          

                          And my mind is full of blue

                          

                          Tonight I lie awake in bed

                          

                          Asking myself what to do

                          

                          Yeah, my heart aches, 

                          

                          But I'm not bleeding anymore

                          

                          I can accept my mistakes

                          

                          Feeling sober forevermore

                          

                          That doesn't mean I don't want to

                          
You bet I still want to bleed again
                          

                          But I know it'll hurt them

                          

                          Yet I want to feel physical pain

                          

                          I want to break the cycle now

                          

                          Of digging blades into my skin

                          

                          I need to cope somehow

                          

                          With these shadows within

                          

                          I don't want to beg for help

                          

                          So don't expect me to surrender

                          

                          I can handle this myself

                          

                          And I'll keep at it forever

                          

                          I won't break this time

                          

                          I can't let myself fall

                          

                          I'll speak in rhythm and rhyme

                          

                          I won't let this be my downfall

                          

                          No, I won't let it happen again.