Finally (Poem)

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"It is when we are at our lowest point that we are open to the greatest change" - Avatar Aang


Is it bad that I'm not broken by the things she said?

Is it wrong for me to give myself reason to not be sad?

I can set aside the ball and chain

That our love has made

I'm finally free from the pain of our love

I don't have to worry about not being enough

I am finally free, now I don't have to worry

No more pressing to change this fat body

I can drop the weights that are holding me down

The weight that I made myself carry around

To burn away the fat that I was convinced could never be loved

But now I don't have to try to be worth your love

Cause I was never worth it anyway, I don't know why I even tried

So hard to be worthy of being by your side

All I have to do is look around me

Because I was so focused on you that I did not see

The love that my peers show for my broken soul

The love that now appears big and bold

I found that the second I told them of my misery

They were all quick to show how much they love me

Loving arms wrapped around my chubby body

Comforting me, easing all of my worries

They feel so warm, they feel like home

I never have to worry about being alone

Every bit of pain you caused

Has been replaced

With new, happy memories

Made by the kind souls around me

Thank you, to the amazing people

Who comforted my broken soul

When I felt had nothing left to live for

They proved to me, I don't need a significant other

To be happy to somehow still be alive

My broken heart has been revived!

I hope that he really makes you happy,

Because now... I am finally free!

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