Painting (Poem)

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Why must my memories feel this foreign?

The trauma of yesterday is only body pain

My birth mother is just a shadow I've named

My mind re-assembles when i'm ashamed

Pieces of the puzzle replaced with titanium

Leaving behind only the bare minimum

The paint these pictures just spots of color

Shining metal hiding something spectacular

That even the artist can no longer recall

Only deja vu as I sit and watch the rain fall

Councillor, father, friend, where has my mind gone?

What happened to the clear image I had drawn?

Perhaps it's all the nightmares and dreams

That are filling in the holes in my memories

Yet I cant tell the difference between the paint and metal

That defines me as only human or as a raging animal.

In the end... It's all art to me.

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